Spirituality means breaking the bubble

May 17

Father, I woke feeling not so tired but just don't feel like doing hata. I slept back and woke up 5.30 am to do my meditations. It was quite good despite no electricity.
I felt much happier. Of course I tot of doing alternate day hata. But I remember my health. So, let's just do and when I really don't want to, don't.

Sadhguru
The essence of spiritual process needs to be understood as a means to generate the necessary intensity to break the bubble, so that u r out of ur individual nature. It is not about being ethical, not about being moral. These things may all happen as a result, as a consequence. Once u have broken the bubble and known the freedom of experiencing everything as urself, as a consequence u may function as a good person in society. But u have no particular intention of being good!

Soul
Great. For me, I just want to break free to be my True Self, whatever it may be.

Sadhguru
What we call "mad" is someone who has become different. He has crossed the barriers. Unless madness happens when he somehow breaks what u cannot break. It does not matter what kind of circus is happening in ur life, still there is one part of ur mind which is thinking clearly. When that goes away, u r mad. If that does not go away, u will never know moments of ecstasy, u will never know moments of love, u will never know moments of utter peace.
If that part of ur mind does not go away, u will not know meditation, u will not know love, u will not know dance, u will not know music. You will not know anything of life.
You will only know body and mind.
If something beyond has to happen, somehow the logical thinking has to go.

Soul
Father, when I reach Sadhguru, I already knew my mind was shit. I knew I needed a new avenue, the Energy and I give myself to it.

The old me won't buy a new car. The old me won't buy a big car. The old me won't be able to break off from volunteering in Isha. The old me won't be with Z. The old me won't stay with Z. The old me won't join new company.
The old me won't do late lunch. The old me won't reject offer for a good meal
The old me won't wake up 4 am
The old me won't dare to skip my practice.
The old me won't be focused on happiness, it be focusing on price to pay.
The old me won't grow willingly.

Sadhguru
Enlightenment is beyond logic; there is no logic there. U cannot mess with it anymore, because there is nothing to mess with.

When there is nothing, then everything flows through u. Whatever has to happen in this existence, it has to flow through u. U become the gateway. There is nothing that can escape ur grasp, if u r willing. If u have the inclination, everything is within ur grasp.

Soul
This is similar to my this week Osho - internal influence
Existence
Existence needs u.
Once u r clean and clear, u can see tremendous love falling on u from all dimensions.


Diamond Heart - Book 1
The more u know about urself, the freer u r from ur false personality. U have more capacity to cope with ur emotional reactions and the situations in ur life if u know the truth about them.
If u understand ur fears, angers and hurt, in time, this understanding will se u free from them. The reactions of ur personality will not have the same power and tenacity as before. U will experience more and more freedom and expansion. U will be more free to feel urself, more free in ur actions and in ur interactions about other. This is what it means; The truth will set u free.