Counselling path

May 20 Even
Father, today I gave the biz idea and even outlined the agenda for CEO's talk with major client. She then present my idea to the Management team and they said that its fantastic idea. No matter, the outcome, there will be a direction forward.

Me, I m looking at myself. Gained weight. The input more than output. Next week still continue.
Jus now when doing meditation, a tot came, just be conscious in eating. Besides my aim is Self Mastery and definitely need to manage my food intake.

Actually, its not the intake that's big, its the output that is small. I used to be balanced by the energy used for work. Now I only use 50 percent energy and infact can actually do 3 days week in May.

Have dinner, focus on vege. Luckily the curry is ave and besides I already have chicken rice in the afternoon, so bit full. I ate the birthday cake, consciously taking a small slice. But it taste good and I wan to eat some more. But I didn't follow my tot.
Father, its time I look at my issue with food.

On my jupiter period - counseling. Called Befriender and they say no intake for this year. I admit I was relieved and text D wit a smile. She replied perhaps Befriender is either not meant to be for me yet and I am to find other things.

1 hour later received sms from an ex-colleague and she send me the course.
I text D again and she replied that Universe is not letting me go so easily.
Yeap, a sign to stay on track.
Jus read d course and I am keen, cos its 1 class in 1 qtr and total 4 qtr. Class start Sept. After the Basic 12 mth, there is an Advance 18 mth.
Yeap, I will take this.