Samyama - definitely got something (8)

Jun 2 Even

Aiyoh. So much drama. Ex PA last minute decline offer as she found a better job. Am happy for her. She told me, she dreaded comin back. When she said yes to CEO last nite, she couldn't sleep. She asked herself if she really wanted to and this mornin got a call for 2nd interview and got the job she wanted. She really doesn't want to come back.
So, really a new card for CEO.
As for me, looks PA is right, my pluto challenge of 10 club is not ex-PA.

Was bit troubled of the extent that S is disturbed by W. Was checkin d card, anyway, let it be for now. S needs to learn to be positive. As for me, still has not figure out a plan. Main thing is that I don't wan to project my past hurt to W.

As for ex PA. Something changed in me. As usual, she reiterate that despite her being at high spiritual level, she still need to work on trusting the Universe. Normally, I wld be irritated but just now I laughed and says she is cute.
What's happening to me??
Earlier before I met her, I tot I be irritated abt her usual high handedness, but instead I find her cute, think its funny and laugh it off.

Osho
Watching is easiest while you are laughing, because laughing is not a serious act, laughing is natural.
Laughing creates in you an atmosphere of silence. If your laughter is really total, mind stops.
Remember to watch as u giggle or laugh.