I am Moon on the inner and fake Sun on the outer

Mar 30 aft

http://in5d.com/the-9-veils-placed-on-every-human-soul/
The eighth veil: Piercing the eighth veil reveals God and the pure energy known as LOVE that is the pure life force in all living things – which are one and the same.  Deep-seated Humility is needed in order to ever pierce this veil.
The ninth veil: Piercing the ninth veil means perfecting the pure energy known as love and thereby becoming truly one with God and His/Her formulations.  By perfecting this pure energy, one then fully embraces charity and therein gains full understanding of the universal plan of sacrifice, death, and redemption; life itself then becomes complete and one truly comes full circle and looks at the world through the eyes of an innocent child, yet with the deepest wisdom born of pure LOVE from the eighth veil.

Soul
I can now see all that is meant to be. I can now see the smartest way is to go with the Flow.
Been fighting for so long. All the unnecessary suffering.
Truly suffering is needed  until we realised it is not necessary.
Got a call from A cos I agree I will give him input as required. But today I told him that he need to have his own stand as he is the leader. He should only asked for input if he not sure otherwise be on continuous mode of asking. He also need to make decision once he obtained various input.


Soul
He didn't come to for input now. I am glad I make my stand at the first instance. I no longer want to go back.

The secret of yoga
After one has attained samadhi, one has to maintain compassion. Compassion is the criterion whether ur samadhi is true or not.
Remember don't be a miser because habits persist. If in the outside world, u are a miser and u cling to things, to money, and this and that, when samadhi arise, u will cling to samadhi. The clinging will continue - and the clinging has to be dropped. Patanjali said brings friendliness in, now think of sharing.
A miser is a dead person; a miser dies everyday. Share whatsoever u have, share and u will receive more. That's the meaning of friendliness. Not that u will become friendly; u will become friendship, friendliness.

Soul
Guess that's why last week Resolution is Miser and I agree to take up the role of consultant. Today I know I want to do the decor on Shambavi day. Also volunteer meet since I m around the same location. I m find in contributing where I can. I just don't want to lead.

The secret of yoga
The sun is male. The moon is female. The sun is aggression, the positive ; the moon is receptive, the passive.
If u become angry u breathe from the sun side. If u want to become silent u breathe from the moon side. The whole body is divided; one side is male and the other side is female. The mind is divided; one part is male and the other part is female.
And one has to move from the sun towards the moon, and then beyond.

Soul
I m definitely sun on the outer. My inner is moon and hence my receptivity to energy. Been fighting and controlling myself. Alas, finally giving up control and go with the flow. Alas outer following the moon within. What is experienced within finally is experienced outer.