Osho - when sun and moon in balance, energy is freed up

Apr 28

Woke up fresh at 3.35 am cos had tumeric with honey before sleep. Also sat with the shrine. But feeling lazy. So doze for one hour. These days glad that I now have the option to wake up later one hour without affecting my Sadhana. Just take out the leisure breakfast.
So glad to have this finding. Sadhana more important than food.

This morning Bhuta Shuddhi was good. Now gives the 5 minutes time. Use to come out fast.  The 5 minutes needed for the balance.

Angamardhana was good today. Not as tired as yesterday.
Surya Kriya good too. Finally able to do lying down posture but can't hold long. 61 points awareness was okay.
Breathing was okay. These few weeks seems to have lost the awareness mode.
Shakti was quite good. Still aiming for slow Kapala Bhakti. It's true when I focus on slow, pumping seems to be less intense. No wonder teacher said the focus on getting the slow rhythm. The intensity to build up later. I was singing and dancing at the end. Sang for quite a long while.
Shambavi was okay. No animal sound.

Today start to compile next year Budget. Big drop. Have to cut half of payroll.
Can feel apprehension. Got Postponement card this week. Yes, was postponing but time to do. At least know what we are facing.
Wish I got someone to share. For a moment wish for Z. But I waive it off. That's past. Looking for sympathy. Mind even said ask help from sister company.
No. I m safe. My path is aloneness and going with the flow.
Truly blessed to have my Sannidhi.

Secrets of yoga by Osho
Intuition functions without process; it simply jump into conclusions. In fact intuition is an opening towards the reality- a vision comes to it. Logic has to grope in darkness; intuition never gropes, just a vision. It simply sees it.
People who are intuitive become religious naturally. People who are intellectual cannot become religious naturally; at the most, they can be intellectually involved in some sort of a religious philosophy.
The intellect always looking for something; the intuitive is simply open.

Soul
Well I m intuitive.

Secrets of yoga
If u live in a loving atmosphere...and u have to create the atmosphere around u, nobody is going to create it for you. Love people so that love is reflected back. Love people so that u are showered by love.

When ur sun and moon is balanced, they negate each other. Suddenly ur energy is free; u are not in any form, u become formless. That formlessness is pratibha. Then u start rising higher and higher and higher - there is no end to this growth.

Soul
Tot of my energy going through the roof recently.
Me doing Cat Stretch correctly. Me accepted my aloneness path. Me learning to go with the flow.
Then followed by Rudraskh protection and now Muladhara stabilising to retain energy. Vijii presence open me up. No wonder energy shot through the roof.