Tuesday, May 19, 2015

No longer envious over others in relationships

Apr 6 aft 1

Major breakthrough. Went for friend wedding. She is about my same age. Got married for second time to her long time lover, a married man who finally got his divorce.
She look gorgeous and so happy.  I was also very happy for her. To my surprise there was no feeling of envy. No what if. Just a sincere feeling of being happy for her.

Last month special meditation I asked Sadhguru purify my envy on other gals who found their partner. Amen.

Even more surprising was that I didn't cry over this to Sannidhi. Instead I cried over total loss of volunteering in Isha. I can only do promotion by way of calls and etc. It's just me Sharing my joy. I didn't see that as volunteer.

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