Apr 27 eve
Just finished my Sannidhi pooja. The first cycle starts off fine. I was sitting quietly. Then towards the end of first cycle suddenly animals sounds starts to come. Different animals came out and continues till end of third cycle of pooja song. It was so much that I become scared. Is something wrong with me? I recalled some participants of Samyama especially the men had these types of animals coming out. For me only that one time I tot something started to come out but I got scared and it didn't.
Brahmananda chanting. No more animals but the mouth starts to snarl, to twist and turn like a sinister evil person. Later like small babies. Then it was fine.
From animals to old sinister human and then to babies.
I cry out to Sadhguru when it gets overwhelming.
After the pooja ended. I start to light a candle for Vijii. I wants her to be here.
Devi chanting for 3 cycles. Then lying down in Devi posture. I start to cry cos afraid of office situations. Then moments later tears stopped.
I am safe. I have abundance of love and money. Feel okay.
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