Sunday, May 24, 2015

Stillness during Sannidhi pooja

Apr 20 eve
Just finished sannidhi pooja.  During the guru song in third cycle suddenly my body become still on its own. First time during pooja. During the brahmananda chanting, dances begins.

Did Devi chanting 3 times. Tot of Vijii too. Crying during Devi chant. Thanked her for bringing Vijii pic to my shrine. Now my shrine feels complete.

During breathe meditation tots on brother not wanting to contribute money come in. I try to go above it. Instead of defending myself I asked why he is doing it since this week is Healing card.
Net net he is not worth disturbing my peace. If he won't respond that's his issue. He live with it.

From facebook
Happiness is not found in solution. But in the acceptance of the unresolved


Came down for dinner and I commented on the food that mom cooked. But brother keep on saying mom food is okay. I can see why mom is happy with him. Why mom got a soft spot for him.

I only knows what's make mom happy is fine with me. I can afford it

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