South Node in 5th house

May 2

South node in 5th house
Gargothill
Transcendent Potential
            You can actualize the transcendent potential of the South Node in the Fifth House when you realize that you are blessed with an innate creative ability.  You find no difficulty in expressing yourself.  Yet, you begin to feel that it is not you that is the ultimate source of this creative energy.  The Creative Force may be so strong within you that it is impossible for you to deny It's autonomy.  It is this Life Force that you now seek to know and to become one with.  You see that this Force is right within you, that you and everything else that exists is an expression of It.  This Power of Life, which you have always possessed, is your True Heritage.

Soul
I slowly but surely realised on my creativity.

South node in 5th house
Gargothill
Insecurity
            If you are inwardly insecure, you will have deep-seated fears, born of past experience, concerning rejection.  Therefore, you will be reluctant to express yourself or show your natural creativity.  If you cannot avoid the pull to follow your innate drives, you are likely to be defensive about what you have created and/or about your persona.  You are also likely to cling stubbornly to your own notions and to adopt a conceited attitude toward your abilities to express yourself and create.  This you do as a matter of ego-protection.

Soul
Slowly opening up.