Midheaven in Pisces - destiny points towards Isha

May 8 eve 1
Gargothill
South Node Scorpio
Transendence
“Your affinity for what is deep and real brings you, at the transcendent level, to your inner depths where the Real awaits you. Within you lies an intense longing to merge with your Source and Origin, a longing that has been implanted in you long ago and which is your birthright.
You have utilized your innate emotional intensity to manifest this longing as devotion and your penchant for privacy has served you well in giving you the time and space in which to undergo the inner purification and concentration that has taken you on your inner journey.”


Soul
Yes..I am a feeler..and emotional intensity towards my shrine, little ashram
Finally realised that all my love song of longing is for my little ashram today.

Midheaven in Pisces
“However, if you are pointed in the right direction and find sufficient structure and discipline—whether internal or external— to pursue your goals, you are capable of going far. You generally will have the capacity to be guided by your intuition on your pathway to success. Your tendency to progress toward wholeness often makes you a unifier, with the ability to understand other people’s hopes and motivations. This may enable you to motivate others and simultaneously achieve your own goals.




Soul
Exactly, how I am playing my role now.
I do my sadhana..and inspire people to deepen their practices with the help of Sannidhi and Devi. So I am correctly put as Interaction Lead.

Transcendent Potential
With your Midheaven in Pisces, you have one of the highest potentials to transcend the materialistic dictates of the super-ego. You have a natural tendency to look for success within yourself and to believe in the power of intuition and the unknown to guide you toward right ambition and success. However, if you use these gifts and affinity for the transcendent to direct your energies more finely and subtlety toward the accumulation of material wealth and status, you are still being controlled by your super-ego.

“To truly transcend the super-ego it is necessary to replace its goals and objectives with your own spiritually-defined concept of success. If you do this completely, then your whole life’s ambition will be directed toward the attainment of self-knowledge and God-consciousness. Your real goals in life will become compassion and universal Love. With perseverance, devotion and the necessary discipline, you will achieve this priceless goal.”

Excerpt From: Gargatholil. “Depth Astrology: An Astrological Handbook - Volumes 1-4 (Introduction, Planets in Signs, Planets in Houses, Planets in Aspect).” iBooks. https://itunes.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewBook?id=37EB176BF42211385A0DBA530F664632

Soul
Yes..firstly self knowledge and the sadhana path via Isha is my lifestyle now.
I now work on inspiring others to follow the sadhana path.
Thats my passion..thats where I spend my time, energy and money on.

“Your extreme emotional sensitivity—a Piscean characteristic—is directed toward your super-ego so that you are hypersensitive about failing to achieve its dictates and goals. Your extreme fear of failure has caused you to become neurotic with regard to success. This may drive you to please your super-ego by succeeding at all costs, or it may paralyze you in fear that whatever you attempt will result in failure. If succeeding at all costs is the result of your fear, you will probably not think twice about fabricating in order to achieve success, or at least the appearance of success. This may involve deceiving others or deceiving yourself. At the farthest extreme, your fear and your neurotic drive for success may push you into the only thing you feel you can succeed at—your own self-destruction.”

“The outer planets: Success in achieving your life goals may be assisted or hindered, sometimes transcendentally, by transformative processes that lead to wholeness, compassion and universal Love. Your ability to achieve the goals of the super-ego may also be affected by the powerful energies symbolized by the aspecting planet.”



Soul
Wow..thats scary...thank God for Isha sadhana
But true on emotional sensitivity...especially those Awareness path who keep on saying I am on the wrong track..that I only got meditation experiences..no change to my psychological make up.
Alas..now I accepted my Samadhi path has different path and different results at different time.