All is called, only some will follow

Apr 5 eve

Spent whole day just spending time with family. Food and TV watching. Just being together. Nice. Managed to catch a nap too.

Father, finally see I can just be. Office tomorrow and yet I m not affected. On Staff L, will have to let her go after this latest fiasco. No improvement after last round of warning. Anyway after knowing her Birth on Ten of Diamonds, know I can't do much.

Forget to write that Y ignored my msg on North node. Later even send msg on Sannidi to A but not to me. The old me would have ponder. But now the new me realised that only I on self discovery. Many don't want to know about their self.
Looking at North node in Leo and South Node in Scorpio. Both requires transformation but both doesn't want to move.  North node in Leo due to fear. North node in Scorpio due to lack of discipline.

I can now see everyone got their path. Everyone was called with their life purpose but many don't follow. In a way I follow cos my energy from South node helped me to spear ahead. I m a Rebel. Finally can see that.