Osho Tarot cards - still true

Apr 3 aft 1

Both destiny cards and horoscope suggest big money coming in..which is true..the bonus.
And it also suggest promotion or big career prospect..
Top on my mind is the former company...but I am not keen on that..will be disastrous to my health and no time for happy time in sadhana and writing.
No longer want hectic corporate life style.
But may be keen at getting GM role for current company. I can do the job as I am good at recruitment, managing and leading..I am good at support sales..infact that was what I tot of when I was first offered this role many years ago.
But now..not sure..I just want to rest and be..creating orjas and keeping them..making my life effortless.

This week Osho card

The Issue - Humanity
Humanity is depicted here as a rainbow of beings, dancing around the mandala of the earth with their hands joined together in joy and gratitude for the gift of life. This card represents a time of communication, of sharing the riches that each of us brings to the whole. There is no clinging here, no grasping. It is a circle without fear of feelings of inferiority and superiority. When we recognize the common source of our humanity, the common origins of our dreams and longings, our hopes and fears, we are able to see that we are all joined together in the great miracle of existence. When we can combine our tremendous inner wealth to create a treasure of love and wisdom that is available to all, we are linked together in the exquisite pattern of eternal creation.

Soul
Had a meet with the corporate client..and they keen on doing Isha Kriya.

Also agreed to lend a hand on International Yoga day.

2. Internal influences that you are unaware
No-thingness
In the beginning is nature, in the end is nature, so why in the middle do you make so much fuss? Why, in the middle, becoming so worried, so anxious, so ambitious - why create such despair? Nothingness to nothingness is the whole journey.

Being "in the gap" can be disorienting and even scary. Nothing to hold on to, no sense of direction, not even a hint of what choices and possibilities might lie ahead. But it was just this state of pure potential that existed before the universe was created. 

All you can do now is to relax into this no-thingness...fall into this silence between the words...watch this gap between the outgoing and incoming breath. And treasure each empty moment of the experience. Something sacred is about to be born.

Soul
This use to scare me..not now..
I can now go with the flow..
I am contented where I am..and I no longer fight..
And if the universe wants to move..it will move me..
otherwise I stay put.

3. 3. External influences that you are aware
Guilt
We all long to be better people--more loving, more aware, more true to ourselves. But when we punish ourselves for our failures by feeling guilty, we can get locked into a cycle of despair and hopelessness that robs us of all clarity about ourselves and the situations we encounter. You are absolutely okay as you are, and it is absolutely natural to go astray from time to time. Just learn from it, move on, and use the lesson not to make the same mistake again.

Soul
Now and then do think of the past..
tot a bit of the current drama in office..but i no longer take responsibility.
Even now hearing the VIP has resigned..I got no feeling..either he stay or leave I be fine.

4. Whats needed for resolution?

Change

The symbol in this card is an enormous wheel representing time, fate, karma. Galaxies spin around this constantly moving circle, and the twelve signs of the zodiac appear on its circumference. Just inside the circumference are the eight trigrams of the I Ching, and even closer to the center are the four directions, each illuminated by the energy of lightning. The spinning triangle is at this moment pointed upward, toward the divine, and the Chinese symbol of yin and yang, male and female, creative and receptive, lies at the center. 

It has often been said that the only unchanging thing in the world is change itself. Life is continuously changing, evolving, dying and being reborn. All opposites play a part in this vast circular pattern. If you cling to the edge of the wheel you can get dizzy! Move toward the center of the cyclone and relax, knowing that this too will pass.

Soul
with the VIP leaving..not sure if change going to happen soon..the only thing is seeing more people resign from his department.
This time..I am okay..i just stay put..let the wheel move..


55. Resolution
Burden

When we carry a load of shoulds and shouldn'ts imposed on us by others we become like this ragged, struggling figure trying to make his way uphill. "Go faster, try harder, reach the top!" shouts the foolish tyrant he carries on his shoulder, while the tyrant himself is crowned with an imperious rooster. If life these days feels like just a struggle from the cradle to the grave, it could be time to shrug your shoulders and see what it feels like to walk without these characters on your back. You have your own mountains to conquer, your own dreams to fulfill, but you will never have the energy to pursue them until you release yourself from all the expectations you've gathered from others but now think are your own. Chances are they exist only in your own mind, but that doesn't mean they can't weigh you down. It's time to lighten up, and send them on their way.

Soul
No more..no more burden.
This week shoulder less tension..
partly also because I have released it doing Shoulder stand..