My shrine of Isha little Ashram

May 8 eve

Just finished Sannidhi Pooja and sadhana.

Sannidhi Pooja started with silence. Then mid way, other human sounds came. Then followed by stillness that lasted till mid of Brahmananda. Then again some human sound followed by stillness. Alas I was singing.

Devi chanting for 3 cycles. Then some human sounds chants. After done I lie down in Devi posture. Suddenly my left leg was lifted and left hand was lifted in dancing chanting Devi Devi Devi. This is a first time.

Then a still Shoonya. Later sat in Ardhasiddhasana for breathe watching. Alas automatically went into singing. Feel so thankful for my little Ashram. Crying with overwhelming gratitude. Then sing love song. It was then I realised my love song was for them. Me sending all my love and kisses to them. All the while it was for all of them.


 After a while silence and then I watch breathe. Or aware of breathe. So nice, finally awareness arise. It has been nearly 2 months.

http://www.astroresources.com/nodes.htm

North node in Taurus
Yours is the path of the builder and your goal is that of abiding inner peace and security that are derived  from valuing the self.  Seeking self-worth "out there" brings sorrow - the completeness you seek can only come from a meaningful relationship with your self and the natural world. The only person you need to prove yourself to is yourself.

North node in 11th house
Yours is the path of cultivating friendships and group associations that support your dreams and aspirations. 
Do not seek the approval of others - risk disapproval and be willing to speak out and share your own unconventional visions. Commit to working for the good of the whole.  Assist others in realizing and celebrating their authentic self.
 Cultivate a plan, have a specific goal and direction for your life.  Nurture your humanitarian impulses.