Nine of Spades

Apr 23 aft

Jupiter
My Daily Card
The Nine of Spades

The Nine of Spades can be a card of loss and disappointment. However, the true nature of the card reveals that its presence in your life for any period of time does not have to be a disaster. In actuality, the Nine of Spades represents making a completion of some importance. Whether this is the end of a certain occupation, way of life, or way of being with your health and body will depend upon the position of the card and the circumstances in your life at the time. But rest assured that some important aspect of your life is coming to an end when this potent card shows up.

This is also one of the death cards and indeed, when this card shows up there will be a death in your life of some kind. We go through many mini-deaths in the course of our lifetime and just like the snake shedding its skin, arrive at a new and better place each time we do so. Therefore the Nine of Spades is not a card to be feared but instead a card to be welcomed. It always has the ability to clear away all the unwanted and useless debris in our life and put us back on a new course where we are much more enlivened and satisfied.


Soul
today suddenly towards the end of sadhana tot of brother.
tot I need to settle this on my own...need to ask him to pay for money for food. need to tell him I don't want him in my condo.
Need to tell him that I can only give him free accommodation for the next one and half year.
Need to tell him I also don't want his daughter to stay at my place if she were to study local.
My mind bit spinning..and I said let it be.
No need to disturb me
I will check my cards to see what to do.

Coincidentally sister came into my car and so we chatted.
I told her my feelings and she said she will discuss with brother.
I told her that I have done taking care of small brother and family and now I no longer want to take care of big brother and family.
Mom's value and mine is different.
I truly want a place of my own, staying on my own. I am already 48 and have earned my freedom to be on my own.
Good timing.