Deb Shapiro on Rheumatoid Arthritis

May 5 aft

Got this from my blog..some reader is reading..

Deb Shapiro
Rheumatoid arthritis
Bodymind symptoms indicates that there may be repressed anger.
Since it is in the blood, emotion are very involved here, especially the expression of love.
How have u become ur own enemy?
Are u denying feeling of love, caring and tenderness and instead become overly self-critical, dismissing those feelings in ur heart as unimportant.
Do you lack assertiveness, feeling inhibited, find yourself unable to express yourself in the way you really want to ?
Are you feeling resentful or bitter about something or someone - C or perhaps anyone that takes away my approval

Movement is essential, especially going with the flow and allowing change to happen. Life is movement, so the more stuck u r, the more lifeless u may become. However, most important is finding your heart, and expressing it, sharing your love, and in this way become ur own best friend.

If u have an auto immune disease of any kind, u need to ask yourself about how u have become an enemy to yourself, and/or to what extent u allow others to influence you, in denial of ur own tots or feelings. 

Soul
All is out.
My fear of expression on volunteering in local Isha; my fear of getting my own place.
My fear of not doing hands-on volunteering.
Finally everything is out.
Hope this will be it.
Today took my first steroid..2 weeks after the doc advice. She wanted alternate day steriod and I negotiated to 2 pills per week.
And now 1 pill per week to ensure no flaring up.
Main thing is not to flare up.
Besides the steriod can manage those bruises due to the fall on staircase last Saturday.
Also will reduce the inflammation on my wrist and elbow.