North Node in 11th house - to go with the Flow

Mar 29 eve

Met a fellow meditator.
He just bought a BMW car. he said that it just happen like that...very fast.
It was a good deal and the financial arrangement completed very fast.

I shared with him my purchase of condominium, he said a very good deal as the place looks furnished.
I shared with him of how it materialised.

Both he and i agreed that Universe works on its own way..we just need to be in tune and let it work through us.
We also agreed that if we tried and tried, it doesn't work..it means it is not meant to be; so don't force it.

Now perusing through my North node in 11th House
You have spent many lifetimes as a creator, enjoying all that you bring into existence.  However, such experiences will only leave you feeling empty in this incarnation.  Enjoy life as it happens to you — or actually through you — and resist the temptation to bring things about through your own energy.

Soul
I always pride myself in strategising..controlling the situation and ensuring things happen.
So thats why when I can't get it with Z despite so much effort puts in...I collapsed..

Just now had a nap and I woke up..and tot that Z and wife just happen from the first meet. They were engaged within 3 months..It is Universe calling to them..that it meant to happen...thats all.

I now remember the Cosmic lesson that I need to learn with Z...to learn to go with the Flow.
Yes..that was it..
The lesson comes in the break up...to go with the Flow.
The break up took me 2 years to get over...
Maybe now that I learn to go with the Flow...hence swimming becomes effortless.

http://totalimmersion.net/blog/when-is-it-going-to-feel-effortless/
The word effortless has been used in a well meaning manner by coaches for many years. The idea being not to fight against the water but work with it, as elite swimmers like Jono do.

https://effortlessswimming.wordpress.com/
. Stay relaxed
A secret to effortless swimming, not just effortless breathing, is to stay relaxed. Too often swimmers will tense up, hyperventilate and force themselves through the water. This isn’t how to swim fast. You must stay relaxed, keep calm and allow yourself to glide through the water. During your breathing, keep calm and allow yourself to breath normally without forcing air in and out.

Soul
Yes..relaxing..not controlling..
I finally learned my life lesson..