Gratitude with isha

Mar 31 eve 1
Gratitude over my experince of dimension beyond physical (Isha)

Belief, doubt and fanaticism by Osho
The meditator comes to know - feels the reality throbbing within himself - the heartbeat of Existence. And then there is a thankfulness that is without any motive, a gratitude to nobody in particular, simply a gratitude for all, for all that is. Then it is a love affair, authentic without any motive.

Soul
I have experienced this. Such overwhelming meditative experiences. Just so thankful.

Today read a net page of a lady asking about North node in Taurus, saying she can't accept that the merging with a partner may not be experienced in this lifetime.

Soul
I tot I accepted my aloneness but I was sad I read that. Looks like my aloneness is lifetime.
Today finally got news that the purchase agreement is moving. I finally going to live the life I want. A small part of me scared over office matters but I waived cos this is the test.
A tot came to me. I used to resist being in charge outsourcing work but looks like may be heading that direction. But now less resistant as it could be ideal for my 3 day week. Main thing is to get good workers.