If the heart is not in the right place, it can be treacherous

Alchemist - Heart
Listen to ur heart. It knows all things because it came from the Soul of the World, AND it will one day return there.
Soul - ic, so now my heart still not in d right place.

Your heart is naturally afraid that, in pursuing your dream, you might lose everything you have won.
Even if ur heart is negative, u will never be able to keep it quiet. Even if u pretend not to have heard what it tells u, it will always be there, repeating to u what u r thinking abt life and the world.

Soul - Father, m confused. U brought me so far. I have conquered reporting. Know that I have attached myself to my job. But why still not satisfied n why still concern.

You should listen to your heart even if its treasonous. Treason is a blow that comes unexpectedly. If u know ur heart well, it will never be able to do that to u. Because u will know its dreams and wishes and will know how to deal with them.
So. U will never be able to escape from your heart. So, its better to listen to what it has to say. That way u will never have to fear an unanticipated blow.

Soul - while knowing my attachment to work is a good revelation. Knowing that I have high value is good for my ego. Knowing that high or zero value is the same. Knowing that if I am awareness, I can detach from my job. But if I detach, what is left of me? So the ego wil naturally flow back to work. And now that I know m attached to work, is even more fearful. Cos previously it was unconscious n now conscious. How to deal wit it. When will this ends.

Alchemist
The boy continued to listen to his heart. He came to understand its dodges and tricks and to accept it as it was. He lost his fear and forgot about his need to go back to the oasis, because his heart is happy. Eventhough I complain sometimes, its because I am the heart of a person and the people's hearts are that way. People are afraid to pursue their most important deeams, because they feel that they don't deserve them, or that they are unable to achieve them.
We also become fearful when good things or people or loved ones are lost cos we suffer terribly.

Soul - m disturbed cos no news of any new job opportunities. Telling myself it didn't happen n not to be disappointed n here my closest peer is leaving already. Will miss him.

Alchemist
Be ur heart's friend. Tell ur heart that the fear of suffering is worse than suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second encounter with God and wit eternity.

Soul - yea, both positive n negativ n hence my confusion. Whenever is negativ, I normally ignore it or eat to keep my heart quiet. Now I know is to let it speak, hear her out n be her friend.

Alchemist
The heart says all people who are happy have God within them and that happiness could be found in a grain of sand in the desert. Because a grain of sand is a moment of creation.
Everyone on earth has a treasure that awaits him. We, people heart's seldom say much abt those treasure becos people no longer want to go in search of them. We speak only to children.
We don't say more cos it is hurtful when people don't follow their dreams. And we don't like to suffer.

Soul - as a child. I only know I wan to be a leader cos I know what is best. Now I know why m sad. Now that reporting is over m worried I hav to start on operation n support current boss but m also fearful cos she is not appreciate and she is very insecure. Now finally have to face her. We may ‘fight’. This can be my fear as then the readings be correct. Also, too much hiding from Regional n I didn't like it too. Also afraid that I may do it, out of fear of being threatened and cos I am very smart n can find ways n means. My integrity also at stake.

Alchemist
What u still need to know is this; before a dream is realised, the Soul of the World test everything that was learned along the way.
It does this not because it is evil, but so that we can, in addition to realising our dreams, master the lessons we have learned as we move toward that dream.
That's the point where most people gives up. Its the point at which, as one say one 'dies of thirst' just when the palm tree appeared in the horizon'
Every search begins with beginners luck. And every search ends with the victor's being severely tested.
'The darkest hour of the night comes just before the dawn.

Soul - are u asking me to hold on? My heart is afraid of further challenges.
Father, beginners luck followed by severe lessons. It helps or rather it comforts me. While is true I was having it good in d beginning n now severely tested, but is not bcos I was pampered/spoilt n now having to pay penance like what good friend says. I guess part of me have inner guilt and have felt God was punishing me to be more humble.
Alas, another perspective of looking at my life situation.
Not sure where this will lead me. For now, do my kriya, let my heart come out, and hopefully alas I can be friends with my heart.