Beginner's luck followed by severe lessons

Alchemist
What u still need to know is this; before a dream is realised, the Soul of the World test everything that was learned along the way.
It does this not because it is evil, but so that we can, in addition to realising our dreams, master the lessons we have learned as we move toward that dream.
That's the point where most people gives up. Its the point at which, as one say one 'dies of thirst' just when the palm tree appeared in the horizon'
Every search begins with beginners luck. And every search ends with the victor's being severely tested.
'The darkest hour of the night comes just before the dawn.

Soul - are u asking me to hold on? My heart is afraid of further challenges.
Father, beginners luck followed by severe lessons is definitely my life situations for the past 21 years. This really comforts me. While is true I was having it good in d beginning n now severely tested, but it is not becos I was pampered/spoilt n now having to pay penance like what good friend says. I guess part of me have inner guilt and have felt God was punishing me to be more humble. Alas, another perspective of looking at my life situation.
Not sure where this will lead me. For now, do my kriya, let my heart come out, and hopefully alas I can be friends with my heart.

Alchemist
Once the heart settled down, heart will no longer wanted to know past or future n is contented in the present. The boy and its heart have become friends and neither was capable now of betraying the others.

Soul - yea, all these years, my heart has no say at all. It is always been me n my mind. I have betrayed her and when I finally let her come out, she betrayed me too, tit for tat. My heart is now very emotional, grieving for past betrayal n heart. While my mind is still strong, but we stay put on execution n will hear our heart.

Man's hearts of those who are trying to realise their destinies will help n support the man. For the rest, seldom. But they do help drunkards, children n elderly

Soul - now I know why I distrusted my heart. But then I betrayed her first by not following my destiny (whatever it may be).

What is Alchemy
It is about penetrating to the Soul of the World and discover the treasure that has been reserved for you.

Soul - for now I am cleansing n aligning myself to Universe.

Don't give in to your fears. If you do, you won't be able to talk to your heart.
If a person is living out his destiny, he know everything he needs to know. There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve : the fear of failure.

What if I die or suffer.
Then u wil die in the midst of trying to realise ur destiny. That's a lot better than dying like millions of other people, who never even knew what their destinies are