Deliberate Intending

This mornin meditation was abt 1 hour 15 min and yday abt 1 and half hours. I have stopped trying to time myself. Just let it flow. If it is short, so be it. If it is long, is ok too.
Tenant leaving. A happy problem. Agent Shirley wil assist me. I always find good tenant. So, is ok. Jus wish the Universe wil get me longer term tenant.

Ask and it is Given
1. Things I will do today - Mth end n Qtrly Report.
2. Things I would like the Universe to do - Get me a good long term tenant who pays on time n keep the apt clean, I wan the tenant to start immediately after current tenant leave get me my loving and successful partner, get us new biz, get us new boss.
I think I will stay to get the things up. I am thankful that my Team has improved. I am thankful that I can leave by 6.30 pm yday. I am thankful for finding You.
If however, I m meant for other, then I wan it to be loving circumstances and fill with loving n respectful people. I wan my pay to increase to 20k but time spent on job to reduce. I wan to leave office by 6 pm every day. I wan to have time to do yoga n followed wit A way of heart, so when finished abt 9 pm. I want a company car so I can sell to Jin or Ten, my car.

I m writing more n more of my husband. I realised I never ask before. Well, I am deserving of a fun, spiritual, loving and successful husband.

Ask and it is Given
1. When u feel clear and in control, you will attract circumstances of clarity.
2. When you feel happy, you will attract circumstances of happiness.
3. When you feel healthy, you will attract circumstances of health.
4. When you feel prosperous, you will attract circumstances of prosperity.
5. When you feel loved, you will attract circumstances of love
The way u feel is actually ur point of attraction.

Soul - Well, I definitely feel loved. Yday meditation, I felt so loved, that tears of gratitude jus fell and I was so thankful I was led to Sadhguru. Mmm, I felt fluttering.

Father, all these while, I think I am not loved n hence send out such vibration and keep on attracting challenging and unloving people and circumstances. When d challenges occurred, it reinforces my belief that I am not loved and the Law of attraction perpetuates it.

It is only when I start to meditate, I finally become aware that I am loved already. Amen.
Today card - 7 of clubs
Exposed to spiritual knowledge, which is knowledge that will leads one back to the self. Letting go of mental beliefs that are keeping u trapped to lower level of thoughts. The highest side is mental and spiritual revelation, expanded consciousness.
Soul - so right. I finally have let go of the belief that I am not lovable nor loved. I am lovable and loved and I will attract loving circumstances to me. Amen. A start to a new life.
Afternoon

Father, I think my insight - that all my challenges is from my belief of my unlovability is true.


Ask and it is given
Imagine seeing yourself as one who uplift others, having a smile ready, recognising that everyone you meet is not deliberate in their intending, but knowing that by your deliberate intending, you will be in control of your life experience, and you will not be swept up by their confusion, their intent or their influence.

Father, I am loved and I attract loving circumstances to me.

Ask and it is given
Only when u r sensitive towards to the way you feel, do u really know what ur vibration content is.
U need to consciously identify the vibrational frequency of ur current though.

Understanding that negative emotion is an indicator of resistance, and further understanding that this resistance is the only thing that holds you apart from the things you really want, you will then decided to do something about releasing some resistance on this newly energised subject.

Your tots change the behaviour of everyone and everything who has anything to do with you. For ur tots, absolutely equal your point of attraction and the better you feel, the more that everything and everyone around you improves.
In the moment that u found an improved feeling, conditions and circumstances change to match ur feeling.

Soul - firstly be appreciate I am now more sensitive so I can identify my feeling. Secondly, to improve - that is easy for me. My problem was d identification of my emotion.

Ask and it is given
If the desire feels good to you, everything is going great. If the desire is uncomfortable, it means that you have a desire that is raging out there ahead of ur belief, but u can soothe that by saying "We don't have it right this minute. We just hold this as a future idea. We are not going to shut down the idea because we know its a good one. It is not a perfect match for where we are right now, but someday that will be a part of it. For now, this is quite satisfying"

Soul - on d partner thingy. I used to reject d idea cos I thougt I can't have but now I know I m going to be in a loving relationship with a successful, spiritual and loving partner. And the partner will be my husband.

Father, I felt loved. Finally I admit I did this to myself and I can undo it. Nothing to do, just drop my belief that I was unloved. I am loved by God, by the Source in me. Amen. Love u.