Benjamin Franklin has fired me up

Dec 18
Benjamin Franklin
I think the best way of doing good to the poor, is, not making them easy in poverty, but leading and driving them out of it.
In my youth, I travelled much, and I observed in different countries that the more public provisions were made for the poor, the less they provided for themselves, and of course became poorer. On the contrary, the less was done for them, the more they did for themselves and become richer.

Soul - tot of d special rights granted to the locals - making them even less capable. For d non-locals, no provision and they rise to the occassion.
Tot of me, I used to complain God always make work hard - d maximum challenges and now d most difficult passion; something that may be laugh at by society in general as it may not be appreciated n most likely not generating income. Aiyah, cancel d tot - m a Self-Help guru that is financially sound. And God is so kind as to help me along by providing me a part time job that pays me a manager pay n allow time off for me to do good.
I think I shld be focus on doing good rather than worried if d biz venture is financially viable or not. God has already provided me d part time.
Very true d 52 days, period of uncertainty - firstly part time not confirmed officially and secondly not sure of what is my pay. Thirdly, january exp is generally heavy n wonder if I can manage wit part time. Fourthly, now d loan is settled, tot I only hav 2 mths of extra saving. Wonder whether I shld continue workin till next year end. Aiyah...all these uncertainty. This is my mind workin overtime.
My heart wans to go. Jus becos now my heart is calm cos decision made, doesn't mean it won't act up if I don't proceed wit my passion. In the end, me being a Self Help guru need to take this move. And also my destiny card said this is a year of birth of my heart's desires. So, timing is perfect. God has paved d way for me. And also, m going for samyama. Of cos ego said d 40 days, u can't do and even mom said so. Well, I can.

Okie, comin back to my original tot before mind took over jus now. Me facin n overcomin all d challenges is only to prepare me to fulfill my destiny.
Like P said. congrats on ur decision 2 leave job. M sure a new n exciting life awaits u.

Yeap, wil be exciting year ahead. This mornin, I already told mom that I wil be workin part time. Mom tot 4 days, I told her 3 days n I wil be a trainer n also do internet services. She said that's fine wit her.

Father, thank u for guiding me to Benjamin Franklin. What a man, reminds me of myself. He is a specialist generalist. Jus like me. Father, I too have much to share. Of cos, like him in d beginning, I too am worried if my sharing will no be welcomed or appreciated. Of cos, he taught me that our sharing does not come wit money. Aiyah, again money. Jus focus we hav part time, jus like Benjamin Franklin has his profit sharing from his biz.

Benjamin Franklin
I have experienced many instances of being obliged, by better information or fuller consideration, to change my opinions even on important subjects, which I once thought right, but found to be otherwise.
Therefore, the older I grow, the more apt I am to doubt my own judgement of myself.


Soul - this is so me. Me n 40 days vegetarian. Most people, family included think it is not possible for me to do 40 days. They all think I will lapse. Well, whatever is not possible is now possible. I can n will do 40 days vege. Already told mom I start on 4 jan n for dinner, I wil jus eat fruits.

Evening
Jus did my meditation. Was cryin cos know I hav to sell d house n shift out. When I m executing my Passion, there will be different types of people that I will meet n need to work with.
In this house, little privacy n I will hav to contend wit mom. Not easy.
Also I wanted my own space to decorate. Tot of asking WC to help me decorate n I be buyin old furniture.
Out of d blue, my brother asked abt housing near our area n I told him 300 plus.
My net net to him is 20 percent discount. But I wld prefer 15 percent n I will start wit 10 percent as a nego.
Ego said why hav earn, why can't jus charge cost plus interest. I replied that housing has appreciate n my money may not get d apt that I wan n also d renovation, furnishing and electrical eqm.
I also cried cos m already feelin insecure abt little income n now hav to spend.
But I wil stay positive, at least they say they wil contribute 50 percent.
Anyway, I will look for a place n tot of selling only when I found one.
Finally, a place of my own.
These few days meditation, instead of crossed legs, I tend to end with folded legs like during Shakti kriya. Today I laugh so much. Don't even know why.



Natal chart
Develop ur sense of body electric.

Mercurial character
Extraordinary communication
Pay attention to "twoness" and u can double ur good luck
Develop skill as paid speaker and published author
I can paint picture wit words.
I can think on my feet
I am magnetic and likeable
I am warm and loving
Strong mind and good mental energy, I make a brisk, lively communicator.
Give people a good show and they will give me their money :)
Participate in seminar; Create some of ur own.
Public perceive u as a highly charismatic and creative person.

Outward perception -Absent minded but actually contemplating I can make my dreams real
I can be a channel for higher or lower forces.
I can become a star by becoming more purposeful
I have discipline to transform myself.
U do well, when u can express the full force of ur personality.
I will accomplish something great. Poweful people will become ur friends (soul - in my marker, I said I become friend with Sadhguru)

I have powerful mind and enterprising spirit to help me realise my plans.
I am only bored when my mind and hands r not occupied.
I believe in myself and have good timing.

I can put my beliefs into action
Find ur true ideals - ur passion and allow them to direct ur energy and a renewed optimism and enthusiam
My friends wil play a decisive role in ur destiny and faith - good thing they hav more faith than me.
I can achieve the unusual and the extraordinary.
Become a maverick (original) and open new doorways to the world of mystery
A tantalising life is youyrs.
Dare to be a unique individual

Everything of my chart retrograde n that means as I age, I mature n peak much later than other people.
Get involved wit people who have both scientific (V) and astrological interest (C)