Nov 17
Father, thank u for leading me to meditation n yoga. I love it. Its part of my life now. Noticed that there were no response on adv n I am fine with it.
These days, surprisingly, i am not feeling irritable when I have to wait for people in queue or when my friends start rambling something not relevant.
Osho card
1. The issue - abundance
The four elements of earth, fire, water and sky all conjunct at the King of Rainbows who sits atop the book of the wisdom of life
If u r a woman, the King of Rainbows brings the support of ur own male energies into ur life, a union wit the soul mate within.
Soul - that's true, I am together wit my Soul.
2. Internal influence that u r unable to see - Friendliness.
First meditate, be blissful, then much love will happen on its own accord. Then, being wit others is beautiful and being alone is also beautiful.
Then u don't depend on others and you don't make others dependent on u. Then it is always a friendship, a friendliness
There is no urgency abt their connection, no neediness, no desire to change the other into something else
Soul - wonder if it is referring to my old friend. She n I had outlived our rship quite awhile ago but I let it prolong by didn't show up. Now I cannot n hence she may not wan to continue cos she need to hav the upperhand. Mmm, just like my colleague, complain n then take back. Lots of uncertainty in her n yet she won't admit it.
This card indicates a readiness to enter into this quality of friendliness. U r no longer interested in all kinds of dramas and romances that other people engaged in. It is not a loss. It is the birth of a higher, more loving quality born of the fullness of experience. It is the birth of a love that is truly unconditional, without expectations or demands.
Soul - now m not sure if it still relate to my old friend. Maybe or it could be m ready for loving relationship.
3. External influence of which u r aware - Turning in.
When desiring is no more clouding ur mind, u r in.
To develop the knack of taking a distance from the mind is one of the greatest blessings.
It is what meditation is all abt really, not chanting a mantra, or repeating affirmation, but jus watching as if the mind belongs to someone else.
You are ready to take this distance from ur mind now
Soul - true. Ever since I realised my mind is shitty, I no longer trust it but I was fighting/controlling it. Meditation taught me jus to observe n let it be. I need not act.
4. What is needed for resolution
Only if ur meditation has brought u a light that shines in every night, will even death not be a death to u, but a door to divine
You just need to gather courage to enter into ur inner forest. The fruit is always ripe.
Soul - I m no longer resisting towards d end of my corporate career. My loan instalment wil finish in another 1 year. So at 42, I will be debt free, except insurance and insurance savings.
When the fruit is ripe, it drops from the tree by itself. One moment, it hangs by a thread from the branches, bursting wit juice. The next moment it falls - not becos it has been forced to fall or has made the effort to jump but becos the tree has recognised its ripeness and simply let it go.
Soul - tot of me letting go, goin to Samyama. Didn't plan, didn't want - it jus happen! I just fell into it. Throughout the meditation process for past 1 year - no effort from my part, it has been effortless. All the process, I never asked/enquire I jus decided to go in. Even Samyama, I didn't knew what it was, I jus go in cos the feeling is right and timing is ok.
When this card appear, u r ready to share ur inner riches.
Soul - yea, m leading sathsang next mth and also I know m into samadhi n I will enable people to get in faster.
5. Resolution - courage
The sprout starts towards the unknown, towards the sun, not knowing where, not knowing why.
Great is the cross to be carried, but a dream possesses the seed and the seed move.
Its passion for life that leads us out of the darkness and into the light.
Be courageous enough to grow into the flower y r meant to be.
Soul - m definitely in.
Afternoon
Saw an adv for a caucasian - seeking a woman who is real and caring. He asked people to love him for who he is instead of what he is.
There is open people out there.
Today my card is 6 of spades - karma card and everything comin in place.
Checked out the Love cards n noted that my pluto challenge - become Queen of spade - self mastery. Is talking abt u r living in awareness,
The Passion test
Dr John Hagelin
To understand passion is to get to the core nature of life, the very purpose of life, which is to progress and to evolve and grow toward fulfillment. If we are progressing and evolving, then we experience joy, energy, vitality and health
If I m passionate abt something, its becos that something brings joy to us, nourishment to us - that activity is a path of evolution and expansion for us - knowledge, influence, power and happiness.
If u r not passionate abt an activity - it means the activity isn't providing u wit growth, satisfaction, joy and expansion
Passion and success are inseparable to me. Passion is born of success - and the progress that comes wit success.
If u r not pursuing ur passions, u r not going to be happy for long.
Soul - ic, at least makes me feel less conscious abt my wanting to grow, to transform. It also make me feel proud that all along my decison to exclude things that I don't enjoy from my life.
The Passion Test
People are drawn to an activity because when they tasted that activity, they immediately experienced growth and progress in that direction. Typically, its where their talents lies. Its a natural channel of creativity for them.
Soul - me always within, exploring my tots, my mind, my intention, my astrology and etc. And I finally admit I am a feeler.
The Passion Test
By aligning our desires with the natural evolutionary flow of universal intelligence, virtually any impulse of thought can meet wit tremendous success.
Aligning individual intelligence wit nature's intelligence is what is called enlightenment.
Soul
Saw the reminder,
Action engages Intention.
Taking action keep ur attention
It is ur attention that creates the outcome.
Yea, eventhoug m not so excited abt the adv, I will proceed to participate.
A tot occur to me. To change my false belief on rship with The Works of Byron Katie.
To advertise my online book and blog via Healthy Wealthy nWise website. There is a market out there.
Father, suddenly I felt expanded, wanted to cry when I looked at the List of Transformational Leader. These tots came to my mind
I am one of them.
There is a market for my expertise, my passion
I am marketable
I am wanted, m not a freak; there are many people out there.
I can start by contributing articles n proceed from there. I can start without quitting my job. My job is now easier alreay. Let's target for 2 years when I earn my first million and I can retire from corporate world together with CEO
Yeap. I can.
Jus chk my 7thunder card for today - Six of spades - settling of all affairs and at the same time bring some much needed peace into ur life. If, during this time, u tune in to ur deepest thoughts and feelings, u may become aware of a special message for you that comes from inside. This message may lead you to perform a special mission in your life, one that uplift others in some important way. The Six of Spades is the card of FATE.
I jus told my FM that I m so happy cos I now found a way to initiate on my Passion, without quitting my job. I also found d market for my passion.
Father, thank u.
Jus now was checking out the competitors. I think I can do better than them.
Was thinking of what to write. Instead of thinking abt whole book. I will do topic by topic. Get it published firstly via Healthy Wise n Wealthy n then later I will gather enough readers for me to do an online book.
On Samyama, goin on 12 returning on 24. That's 12 days.
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