Reaffirmation of my Passion

Nov 13
This mornin woke up at 5 am n I was feelin so tired n decided to sleep back n woke up at 7.30 am when mom knocked on my door.
Amazing, meant to meet my college mate, we used to b close but drifted apart after work but always d closeness is there whenever we met.

The Passion Test
Your passions are like bread crumbs, leading you to discover who u really are. You can take the Passion Test as often as you find it useful, even every few days or weeks as u follow those bread crumbs. At the min, take at least once very 6 months. Like peeling the layers of an onion, each time you will discover more about urself.

Soul - coincidentally I was wonderin if I can now change my Passion since I realised my Transformation is my Top 1 passion, Top 2 will be transforming others to be happy and the rest happiness, partner and etc are jus the outcome.
At first I tot I can only change every 6 mths n now I know can be changed frequently.

The Passion Test
When you identify what u love most, care abt most, what matters most to you, right now in this moment, u learn something abt urself.
You don't have to know the How. You just need to get clear on the What.

Soul
My college mate said I am passionate. When I find something I like, I go all d way out.
I like food n I hav loads of passion for food n I even don't care abt back lash n will always vote for quality food.
I am passionate abt self-transformation. I am passionate abt my family.

The Passion Test
When u r happy and fulfilled in ur own life, then your cup is full and it becomes easy and natural to give to others.
All we are asking is that u stay open.

Soul - meeting my college mate is arranged by Universe. He sees me always lucky, always have things easy, so little input n can get good results.
I told him I always feel my life is hard, especially jobs. But I admit college and meditation has been easy.
He said abt me able to take the maximum challenge. He reminds me jus like in office, we have different level of people, d same in life. God gives us what we can take.
I did tell him that I think m capable of acting on my dream, but m not sure of its success. Perhaps I can think even if I cannot reach out to 1000 people, at least I reach 100 people.
Meeting him, is a good reaffirmation.
He also said that luckily m in advertising n hence they accept my meditation. If not, I wld be uncomfortable. Alas, this confirmed my suspicion why there were no reply on my emails. Anyway, doesn't matter, d adv is jus for me to give signal to the Universe, that's all.
Aiyah, I stil don't believe m goin to be married by next year end. I stil don't believe n hence I guess I can't expect either :(
But I believe God will arrange even if I lacked faith cos I do have commitment n courage.

The Secret of Ages
If u r trying to swim, u must believe that the sea is going to keep u afloat. You must give yourself to the sea. There is the ocean and there are u in it, and I say to u, 'According to ur faith, u will be able to swim!'
Person who know wit assurance that the sea will carry them if they do certain things, will swim quite calmly, serenely, happily and will not mind if the water goes right over them.
In exact proportion to ur faith, u wil find answer.
If fear comes, jus say to urself "God is attending to that" and KNOW that He is!

Soul - this is what I jus tot. I hav doubt, I don't wan to raise false hope but I hav faith in God. He carry me so far, he will carry me still. I wil do anything to avail Him to bring me my husband.