When you are aligned with your passion, you are aligned with your soul's destiny

Nov 12 evening

Father, was crying loads during Shoonya. Firstly, tears of frustration bcos had to spend 1.5 hours on d concall which is non-productive. Then once in deep meditation, I cried again, why me?, why give me Maximum challenge even in spiritual journey?. Like FM said m stil a baby when it comes to meditation. She tot I am into this for years n she was surprised that's its only 1 year.
Why my challenge is always max, why, why?
Of cos, I can't even use d phrase U don't love me cos I know You do.
A reply came, You think I can pass the max challenge since m used to pass wit flying colours all the max challenges thrown to me.
When that answer came, I laugh uncontrollably cos its prospeterous and yet also logical and I can't argue. Since I have been trained for max challenges and all d while hav passed, why not now.

Aiyah, now cannot even feel resentment for having such a grand passion, suffering cos I hav been prepared for the throne.
Even the Samyama brochure I too understood. My blissfulness is samadhi, a gift from God, its like a short visit to heaven and then back to earth. Very enjoyable but no transformation (which is wat I tot. But I felt guilty for not appreciatin the samadhi, when others really want it n couldn't hav it.) For the person wit a spiritual goal, samadhi is not d way, Samyama is d way.
So, I m goin.
And I used to dread Samyama cos hav to go vegetarian for 40 days n now I m even goin on CNY which means I wil miss all d food. Of cos, food is no longer in Top 5. So, decision making is easier now.
Also since its CNY, at least less 3 days of leave.
Jus tot samyama is feb 15, that's mean from 5 Jan, I hav to be on vegetarian.
Can do lah, got now few good choice of vegeterian food.

The Passion Test
Marci Shimoff
Love is the most powerful force in the Universe. Nothing is more powerful than love. When you let love guide your answers, let love guide your purpose, and let love guide your life, it can only be a life of pure happiness, pure faith and pure joy.
When u are living life aligned with your passions, you are living life aligned wit your soul and your soul's destiny. That is what brings happiness.
Soul - I m not sure I m proceeding becos of Universal love, but Self Love definitely. M now rested after decision is made.

The Passion Test
Woodrow Wilson
You are not here merely to make a living.
You are here in order to enable the world to live more amply, with greater vision, with a finer spirit of hope and achievement.
You are here to enrich the world, and you impoverish yourself if you forget the errand.

Nicole Wild
Everyone of us can reach inside and make a difference in the lives of others.
There is power behind the passion.
Everything is possible. You jus hav to be clear on what u wan to show up in ur life.
The Passion Test opened the door for us and it doesn't seem to stop.

Soul - suddenly a tot. Write abt my experience to Janet. Share her my blog. Ask her if she can help me to connect to the right person to jump start me to be a well-known transformational leader.


Wow, earlier I didn't feel like doing meditation. Felt too spent. Too much feeling today. Tot I would be too tired to participate in the meditation. Little did I realise that I spend 1 hour n 40 min, an extra 10 min.
I recall I cried n said my Purpose is too much. Of cos shortly later I laugh. Now can't remember the tot.
The adv, no respone from d guys I click yday. I tot perhaps my meditation scared them off, then later I said m not bothered cos meditation is me already. If they cannot accept, no point cos m not goin to let go.
Then click on Happycamper. He loves coffee, good food and bake when stress. He also has a sweet tooth. He travels. I was thinking my husband is happy and joyous and here he also has Happy tag n seem to fit my Passion

My passion
When I am happy n joyous, I attract my partner who is also happy n joyous
My husband n I livin in our nature home, enjoyin our house, jus being there
We travel whenever we want to, Spain, Europe, eating all d lovely food in the world.
Seeing all the majestic scenery of the world
We do sky diving together.
We meditate together n also enjoy our stay in d ashram.
in d evening savour my brewed coffee overlooking d trees, called my hubby n he too is enjoying his coffee.