I quit my job today

Dec 10

Quit my job yday. Send email resignation to both CEO n Regional CFO.
Regional CFO called me n we talked. He asked why so drastic, why didn't discuss. I told him that I have explored various option cos I too am scared of quitting without a job and I know my passion will not give me income in the immediate term.
I was thinkin abt a 3 days job, but know that it be rejected. He said it can be explored.
Then CEO meet me n we discuss n she said she is willing to give me 3 days week. I told her that she shld be happy for me for being so courageous that I can quit without a job.

So, looks like I may have a 3 days job, we agree to try for 9 mths, from Apr to Dec 20w0. Have informed my FM n she is bit frightened but I know she be fine. Anyway, Datuk Fung shui said FM can take responsibility, so asked me to pass to her.

Like I said its only becos of CEO that I may hav the option of part time FD. Amazingly, I have been thinking abt this since early this year. And now its materialising.

And when I shared wit my fellow meditator. She too said she is quitting and is now starting her own trainning firm. She wan me to be a trainin consultant. One topic she can think of is Finance for Non-Finance people. She said that I hav d potential cos she wanted some fun in the trainer.
I told her that I m willing to explore as I got 20 days leave. Of cos now I know I cld have 25 days since pay cut is not reinstated. Jus compute my min target salary and there will still be money to pay for the Asst Acct, which I think is more than enough. And besides if they hire new FD, they will have to pay more than my current pay.
Mmm, Universe answers my prayers everytime.

Funny, it was d courage to be sathsang lead trigger, n then gathering courage to quit. Now apart from our website n book, I also hav the option to be a trainer. Something I tot of, but was thinkin to explore after I retire.
Also, m getting a new phone. Its time as since d heads r carryin new phones.
I also tot of my farewell gift - notebook HP pavillion.

So, many opportunities opening up. Father, like u said when one door close, many windows open. Jus when I tot I lost something so big, I now got so many snippets of opportunities.

Things I hav tot abt but never pursue. As for d husband. He wil come when m ready. And for now, m not. Let's not kid myself. I stil don't believe it can happen. But I believe I am able to achieve my passion to be a Self Help Guru.

Reading Benjamin Franklin is like deja vu. The form is different, but substance sounded familiar, like my path.
1. Cultivated Indirect method of commn
2. Book sharing
3. Book/Resource center - wit a fee
4. Wake up at 5 am.
I will keep this under another journal.

He always start d day
"What good shall I do today?"

and ends it with
"What good have I done today?"

I was thinking that instead of what good, I want to start What have I done to materialise my Passion.
Soul - today m initiating an internet based commn among the partners. We can use a mind map mode and whenever we got idea, we can add in. We can also view all our ideas n add on from there. I wan the next few mths to be ideas generation.
Execution wil only be after I start my part time job.

Tot of PA n my old friend, its true they pursue the spiritual path, but they didn't use it to transform themselves. Perhaps when my old friend judged me for havin no changes, she was referring herself. Her lifestyle is d same. She said her passion is to hav so much money n can giv away to help people materialise their dream.

I m an applicator. I used the tools to transform myself.

Today thunder card
Queen of Spades.
The card of self-mastery. One that sits in the position of highest accomplishment and recognition in what we call the "Spiritual Spread".
Whenever this card appears, we r given a special opportunity to achieve much success in our external life by mastering ourselves within.
This means creating more success by changing our inner tots, beliefs and attitudes instead of trying to alter our external circumstances.

Afternoon
Looks like the part time thingy is not long term. Of cos ego said how. Then I said I already quit. So part time is 3 mths loh.
There is more n more things that I can do. Perhaps a clean break is better. Regional CFO did say part time only for either I found a job or they find a replacement.
I think part time not possible. Especially since looks like CEO wil be off.
Ego says u see.
Aiyah, I don't like d job n has less to do wit CEO.
Without her, I may be afraid to leave. So, everything ends well.
That's why Regional FD didn't say anythin abt part time. I guess we wil need time to look n d other party need to giv notice. So, 3 mths partime - end June 2010. Okie.

Jus now when PA said how heartless is CEO over staff who depart, over staff who he is ill. Main concern for herself. When she was saying that, I recall she did d same to the driver.

Father, why ego stil dented over d part time issue. I guess its becos I tell people already. But sis said nothin in writing n they may change. She is right.
I guess its d financial again.
No worries lah. I already worry earlier already. Now is jus bcos I hav told people, loss of face. Jus said that part time didn't work out. The more I talk to my fellow meditator who is opening her own training firm, the more I realise d potential.