Alignement with ur Passion leads to happiness

Nov 11 Afternoon

Mmm, today wrote a few mails out from adv. M surprised there is quite a lot of guys meetin my criteria. A few years ago, d cv were ave.

Jus now meetin wit CEO. She was behaving her usual Tyrant when she can't get her way. This time, I didn't budge n wit GM's help, she relented.
For a moment, I tot, flight care, m leavin in 6 mths time. Then a tot came, focused on realising my Passion instead of leaving.

The Passion Test
When people are living a life aligned wit their soul and their soul's destiny and that's is what brings on happiness.

Characteristics of happy people
1. Overall feeling of trust in the Universe - felt that life are unfolding exactly as they should.
2. They look for the gift in anything that happens. So, eventhough outer circumstances may not always look the way they wan them to look - they stil happy.
3. They are able to expect what is.
4. They also lean towards what it is that makes them feel good.
5. They bring a sense of purpose wit them wherever they go, whatever circumstances they are in.

Soul - stil don't know what wil made me happy, but I know good food and meditation and now hatha yoga does.
I fulfilled all the above characteristics.

The Passion Test
Marci Shimoff
My father at 85
Feeling of being present in the moment, bringing his love and his purpose, his passion, to what he was doing enabled him to make equisite needlepoint

Feeling a sense of purpose in whatever we are doing, at all times, no matter what age, is so critical to our happiness. And being happy allows us to bring joy to whatever it is we are doing.

Soul
Today 7thunder 9 of Heart. Not sure what it meant, perhaps is d way I deal wit CEO or perhaps P calling it quit. I don't think so cos P valued us. But I admit, is a good break so we can start afresh, otherwise, will be a false start n we back on square 1, but this time wit me asserting my feelings.

The Passion Test
Do the test to develop ur sense of purpose. Find out what is it now that makes ur soul sing.
Pay attention to what ur heart and soul is saying to u. That's really the magic formula for knowing what your passion are.
What is it that makes your heart expand?
What makes you feel full?
What really makes your soul sing?

Then watch the signs that the Universe brings to you. Because there are always synchronicities and signs that can guide you along the way and help you see the way to being more aligned wit your passions.

The most important thing is to listen to your heart, to listen to the source of your inner wisdom, rather than listening to your mind.
The mind tells you what you shld be doing, what u think you have to be doing, what u need to be doing, what everybody else expects u to be doing.
But the heart, if you listen deeply enough, tells u what ur soul is saying.

When you live from that place, u wil be happy for no reason and living ur passions.

Soul
Apart from food, meditation and now yoga. I felt a sense of fulness whenevr I read some insight that echos my heart. I felt full to the brim whenever I felt God's presence, whenever I acknowledge d child in me.
I have read so many books of wisdom and spiritual truths and they all resonate with me. Physcology and Philosophy books too. I wan to combine all and also meditation to make myself whole.

Words of ancient wisdom echoes in me. Spirituality calls out to me. Alas, I know my experience of laughter n joy is not common in anywhere. That's means there is something Great in me. That's means my Source is very near to the Universe, that's why it click and we can vibrate together.
What is it!? I hope m not called to be a nun, am really not keen.
I love life so much and I also don't wan to be Isha teacher, I wan to be my own teacher cos I receive direct from Source.
Father, here I go, expanding again, feeling full to the brim, tears of gratefulness came.
There is something Great in ME.

Suddenly a tot came, if I am Great, then the consecration is perfect to consolidate the Greatness in me. Whatever prayer they did to consecrate to create a Goddess will also create the Greatness in Me.

Ego said r u crazy. Who u think u r? How can? What ur family think? What if u go crazy n become a Bramachari, can't come back. Become a nun, leave ur family, ur job, everything. When u r a nun, u cannot be wit ur husband.

But yday meditation, I tot of d consecration, somethin I never tot of.
Yeap, all the abv fear are there. But if my Greatness is manifested externally, then does the rest matter.
This would be death to all of me now, all of my plans...everything.

If I really become Great, I will write it up and it will be a Great Seller and I will be invited to speak and I wld become as Great as Sadhguru. Wow, that's ego talking now
This ego, once all the fear are overcome, they come up wit goals. No principle at all.
The timing of consecration - why now? Like meant for me to go. Waiting for me. Why Sadhguru mention during his sathsang.

Ego said if u got Greatness during consecration, can skip Samyama cos hav to be vegetarian n 40 days of intense practice. You jump start all. You are greay.
This ego of mine, no principle at all.

Can u beat that? I am even more confident that I wil achieve my Top 4 - in connection wit Universe at every moment, anytime I want rather than Top 3, partner

Doesn't this tells me that I m meant for Greatness.