Soulmate - North node in Taurus

Mar 27 eve 1

Was checking our North node in Leo for my second in command. Found a good site...that relate North node to finding soul mate...

http://www.the-soulmate-site.com/north-node-in-taurus.html

Your North Node in Taurus
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Life theme: “I have”
Soul colour: Green
North Node in Taurus represents your soul mission, according to karmic astrology. Taurus symbolically represents the EMOTIONAL RESPONSES, ATTITUDES and ENERGY to adopt and explore throughout your life.

There are THREE STEPS you can use to consciously attract a soulmate.
Step one: Appreciate your Scorpio talents
Sexual and emotional intimacy is natural to you
The first step in claiming your North Node in Taurus is to embody the highest expressions of Scorpio (opposite to Taurus) representing your karmic past. So definitely appreciate – but! Don't make your intense Scorpio qualities the centre of your life.
Celebrate your intense, sensual side, and joyfully use your innate investigative skill, and plumbing the depths of life. Enjoy sexuality, and the magnetic, smoldering way you attract others. Enjoy unraveling mysteries, and remain passionately loyal to those you care about.
Study Scorpio to understand its highest potential, and choose to live that, holding Scorpio ever so lightly.
This is your first step to consciously attracting your soulmate.

Soul
Thanks to Z...I am now there...

Step two: Own your Scorpio karma
Careful not to get off on suffering and emotional chaos
With a North Node in Taurus, your karma is around how you've used and mis-used power. You may have learned early to deal with death, or other dark or transformational experiences in yourself or others. You may have also experienced dramatic changes (drama!) and today, you are always on the verge of violently cutting ties.

In past lifetimes, you might have been a psychiatrist, detective, a magician, a financial advisor, a CEO, a mortician, a surgeon, a prostitute, a sex addict, or someone who has abused power or betrayed others. Do you perpetrate or experience betrayal? Attract power struggles? Bingo!
This shadow side of Scorpio has to do with entangling our own self worth and values with significant others. It also means attracting emotional chaos (as a sense of aliveness) instead of cultivating peace and serenity.

Soul

yes, in work..used to quit work and start new work whenever I have completed the challenges. Before I reach my mid thirties, I went through many jobs, mostly an average of 2 years per job.
Yes..there was the first break up in corporate..i quit my job cos I can't handle the Regional Head...I quit without a job..
Then there was the break up with former boss..when I broke down cos i couldn't take the work load..and also possible emotional conflict with him...
yes in romantic rship..I had a few short experiences whereby the guy just break off without telling why..
in a way betrayed,.was also conned by a man that I met from internet date site.
I also felt Z betrayed me...by getting engaged within 3 months after breaking up...and didn't tell me..Here I was still holding on.

All these used to 'hurt' me..but now I realised they were all not meant for me...
Just as jobs that I went for interviews but not meant for me...
So I am now okay there were not there for me...

Step three: Step into your Taurus soul mission
Establish your values. Create security. Wear green (your soul colour)
A fully expressed North Node in Taurus is sensual, and loves the comforts of life, scents and touch. It's practically creative, often the singer, photographer, gardener, farmer, architect, and builds upon a deep inner foundation. It's also great at making (and managing) money, growing its net worth through its own efforts.
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Does this not sound like you at all? That's perfect! I'm here to tell you that if you consciously adopt these qualities, you'll experience incredible growth and serendipity. You'll be on the path to your soul mission, and be walking where your soulmate lives too.

North node in Taurus is about achieving true self-reliance. In this lifetime, it is imperative that you not get enmeshed in the ways of others. In fact, I'd even say: put your values before another's.
With a Taurus soul mission, having a strong sense of what's important to YOU is the key to finding your soulmate. The more serenity you discover within yourself, the more nurturing and peaceful your relationship will be.

Strive for internal peace, rather than focusing on achieving peace and balance in your relationships. This will actually improve your relationships and bring you enormous fulfillment and satisfaction.
The house where your North Node in Taurus soul mission expresses itself, is the area of life where new inner trust and security replaces past struggles.

Soul
I am nearly there...true self reliance.
All started with the shrine...thats the breakthrough...
Then Kailash....and then sannidhi..
Getting now own condo with my own sadhana room.

Finally getting back to what is true value to me...
Now knowing hands on volunteering not for me....being sathsang guide not for me..
Now knowing hectic corporate life not for me..

Just now seeing the excitement of msg from P on the Yoga event...my first reaction is fear...
similar fear to what I have when former boss came back into my life...
I know it doesn't sound logical, not commerically sound...and they may said its my resistance..but truly not what I want...
I am not like them..so much resistance..
My problem is lack of resistance...hence I have stretched myself too thin...

I like the last part..strive for internal peace rather than focusing on achieving peace and balance in ur relationships..
Soul amen..
New inner trust..I am going there...

North Node in Taurus: The spiritual gardener
Keynote: “I have”
Your soul path: In this life, you're here to possess your own set of values to live by and create inner security. When you do this, you will experience peace and stability... even in the midst of turbulent change.
How he'll recognize you: He'll notice that you are calm, steady and practically creative... with a sexy intense side as well! As he becomes your astrological soulmate, he'll bring out your capacity to heal old wounds and work steadily toward something you're passionate about.

Warning signs: If in his presence, you are often secretive, obsessive, possessive or together, you create intense, chaotic situations: run!

Soul
Yes..I got to be secretive about Z..should have run...