This morning, I was still thinking of why I am resistant on working global hours. Hearing David mention about 7 am to 1 am timing make me worried about applying.
I know I can do the job and I can communicate and gain respect from the Whites, and I will enjoy travelling, eating and meeting people. Now it is the global timing that I need to address.
While I was driving, suddenly a van is in front of me and the words;
Once u try, u never forget.
Suddenly another line came to my mind; If you don't try, you won't get. Mmm, another message that I am to apply for the Finance Director position.
Mmm, yea woh. Jus like my meditation, if anyone has told me that in order to do meditation, have to do 2 times a day, wake up at 5.40 am. I would resist n freak out. And now I am doing it willingly cos I enjoy it. The waking up is not a chore. In fact, now I wake up about 5.30 am automatically.
Yea, don't try, don't know and of course, definitely won’t get
This last 2 weeks, I have met 2 persons who are into meditation and they are the ones who brought it up. They were open n share with me about not able to sleep n etc and looking for a way. They too said they cannot meditate because of their chattering mind. I told them of Isha. So far, no initiative, but when they r ready, they know they can make enquiries wit me.
My osho reading - so accurate
1. Issue - Success
2. Internal - schizophrenia
3. External - politics
4. What to do - We are the world (a time for commn n sharing and knowing we have the same longing for peace of mind, for something as simple as a good sleep)
5. Resolution - Postponement - Just to do it now cos if not, u wil start to waver n be more afraid. Postponing only give u a dull and depressing feeling of incompletion and stuck-ness.
Asked and It is Given
You need to learn to always allow your true nature to pour through you and that as you learn to consciously allow your full connection with the You that is your Source, your experience will be one of absolute joy.
By consciously choosing the direction of your thoughts, you can be in constant connection with Source Energy, with God, with joy and with all that you considered to be good.
Soul - d meeting with my boss. I knew she would be venting out on me. Instead of being angry, I deliberately focus on my liking for her and knowing she support me. In the midst of her venting, suddenly tears came and I said that I am sad that I upset her. I am sad that our relationship break because of this incident. I told her that last Friday, I was upset with her but I also knew I was sad n I prayed before my meditation to have another tot of her cause I wan to feel good about us. In the meditation, the tot of her giving me guidance comes to my mind.
It was that finally stop her ranting and raving.
At first, I felt embarrassed that I cried and I talk about the relationship. I also felt guilty for kow towing. I tot I lost me cause this is not my normal response.
I had no plans to be tell her my sadness, cause that's is givin her weapon and frankly, the tot never crossed my mind. But now I knew it is because I allow my Source to come thru. Now I understand what they meant by not conditioning, jus be whatever I need to moment by moment.
Asked and it is given
Well-Being is the basis of this Universe. Well-Being is the basis of All-That-Is. It flows to you and through you. You have only to allow it. Like the air that you breathe, you only have to open, relax and draw it into your Being.
Soul - yeah. Whenever I start to sit on my yoga mat, immediate I relaxed and felt a stillness. Especially after the head shaking whereby all tension is released.
Asked and It is given
Do you understand how much orchestration of circumstances and events on your behalf is available to you?
Do you understand you adored are you?
Do you understand how the creation of this Universe, fits together for the perfection of your experience?
Do you understand how beloved are you, how blessed are you and what an integral part of this creative process you are?
Soul - I first encountered this understanding whenever I meditate. Recently I understand this when I am not meditating. I was telling my fellow meditator that so many accidents happen, jus to guide me to be aware and to move forward
Asked and it is given
We want u to begin to look for the evidence of it because we are showing it you every moment that you will allow yourselves to see it; in the lining up of lovers, money, fulfilling experiences and beautiful things for you to see; in the lining up of amazing co-creative experiences where you are rendezvousing with one another for no other reason than for the fantastically important reason of fulfilling, satisfying, and pleasing yourself and giving yourself joy in the moment.
Soul - I read this book a year back, but I wasn't able to see the beauty of life, how blessed I was. I recalled that I read it but it didn't leave an impression with me or rather I cannot connect with it. Now I can, after the meditation.
I who asked myself what is the benefit of yoga. I already knew my internals are calmer and correspond with my external and my auto-control mode switch is off more often.
Now the true benefit is that I am beginning to see how blessed I am and how the Universe creates accidents to guide me forward. Amen.
Asked and it is given
Your motion forward is inevitable; it must be. You cannot but move forward. But you are not here on a quest to move forward - you are here to experience outrageous joy. That's is why you are here
Soul - Amen. Finally, I know I am blessed and loved.
Today draw a 4 Heart card - very true.
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