Osho cards guiding me...

Afternoon
Got the osho card n it is very appropriate
1. Issue - celebration, good things coming to me since I was willing to undertake n overcome challenges
Soul - tot of d adv for Finance Director - Asia

2. Internal issue I am unaware - Schizopreniac - ur mind always vacillates. For every Yes, there is a automatic corresponding No. You are not able to decide thru a list of Pro and Con. Follow ur heart. If you cannot find ur heart, just jump into it.

Soul - yeap, been disturbed since last sat on the Finance director role. For every yes, there was a No. Don't know what to decide. Worry of making wrong decision that will cause me to have new challenges. Part of me wants to grow, part of me afraid to grow.

3. External issue - Political mind.
Soul - nothing new here, I knew my political mind at work and hence I am uncertain. Actually, use to take pride in making fast decision n yet now so difficult. Really don't know or perhaps fearful of making wrong decisions cos unsure what I really need.

4. What is required. The wheel of togetherness.

5. Resolution - Procastination. Just do it, don't wait. Don't prolong.

The message is clear. To proceed.
Even now having lunch. I felt alone, bit lifeless. Goin thru the motion and not excited at all. Appropriately today is 3 diamond - uncertain abt values.

This is the first time, I am uncertain in my career path. But then, this is the first time I was afraid. Before current company, I wasn't uncertain but wish I have other better choice. Now, d choice is good but m not certain.


Father, yea. To grow up.
Funnily today cannot find d newspaper cutting.
Last week I was on High n now feeling bit low cos not sure.
But m glad for Osho card, it tells me to move.


Sadhguru
Sadhguru means somebody who has no gone through a so-called spiritual education. The only thing he has is his inner experience.
The only thing I know is myself, and that's all that is worth knowing in the existence.
If you know yourself, everything that is worth knowing is there within you.
Sadhguru means someone who comes from within.

Soul
Well, that is my path..going inner.