Overcoming resistance(fear)

Paul Coelho - The Valkyries
Angels are love in motion. They never rest, they struggle to grow and they are beyond good and evil.
Love that consumes all, that destroy all, that forgives all.
There is no love in peace. Whoever seeks peace is lost.

Soul - yeap, whenever I feel attraction, turmoil start to occur.

The Valkryies
He needed strong passion in his love, his work, in almost everything he did in his life. And that went against one of nature's most important laws; Every movement needs to pause at times. People wind up killing what they love most.

Soul - reminds me of myself. I too crave for new exposure n growth everytime. Whenever no growth, I worried n felt insecure n want to run. Now I learn that at work - no growth is good for me.

This mornin I did using blackberry n it was not ok. I hav decided to stop resisting n do the cd even in the mornin. For now don't hav to be concern abt shower and etc.

The Valkyries
I desperately in need of help. I have won important things for myself, but I am going to destroy them, because I tell myself that they have lost their meaning. I know its not true. I know they are still important, and that if I destroy them, I will be destroying myself, as well.

Soul - reminds me of myself. I wan peace n stability. Every I overcome my work challenge, I start to shift into stability. I got insecure n thinks I want growth instead of stability.
The 52 days is for me to find what I really valued once n for all n to continue.


Did 2 round of singing n tot I off d cd n start meditating. Instead d cd was playing for d next 3 songs. No one came to me to ask me to switch off.

All d fear that my mother would be disappointed and doesnt approve was mine.

Now d next step is to play d dvd in d living room.