Guru Pooja - helps to turnaround a negative perception into a positve perception

Tagore
As long as we are journeying, stopping only to rest at various shelters by the wayside, we do not see these pictures - things seems merely useful, too concrete for remembrance.
It is when the traveller no longer needs them and has reached his destination that picture start to come.

When things surround us at every hand, the mind becomes lazy, commissions others and forgets that the joy of a feast depends more on nourishment of imagination than on external things.
This is the chief lesson which infancy has to teach a human being. Then his possessions are few and trivial, yet he needs no more to be happy.
For the unfortunate youngster who has an unlimited number of playthings, the world of play is spoilt.

The road that leads to knowledge without going thru the dreary process of understanding is the royal suit. If that be barred, eventhough commerce may continue, the open sea and the mountain top cease to be possible of access.
I m reminded of a day when, as I was seated on the cement floor, meditating on the text, my eyes overflowed with tears. Why they came, I do not know. The fact is that what goes on in the inner recesses of consciousness is not always known to the surface dweller.

Soul - mmm. Not sure. But there is some message here.

Evening
Today, I had a bad session with Boss. I was feeling both judgement on myself n on Boss. It was aggravated when the Boss PA said that I didn't think of her when I get Boss upset. She said m causing trouble to the company.

I was feeling bad n when I reached home by 8.30 pm, did my meditation. I asked God to release d negative tot.

I was singing guru pooja (song of joy now), suddenly a tot came. When things r not good, then u learn. I am not to rest on my laurel. So, I become calmer and accepted the situation.
Then suddenly tot of Boss was even guiding me despite being angry. I felt suddenly liberated. Yea, supposed to be killing but I wasn't killed but was guided. I suddenly cried cos I felt so blessed.

I send Boss a sms. No reply n ego working ovetime. It doesn't matter. Main thing is I m released. Ego said Boss think m not professional n being open. I said that is fine, no plan to follow.

I am so glad that guru pooja came. I had no expectation that it will change my tot so quickly.