Negative situation may lead into opportunity

Morning
Father, I have received my boss reply sms and it makes me aggravated again.
She was asserting her so called leadership. I was disturbed.
Anyway, I calm myself down and said yeah, she is just being her usual self but why m I disturbed.
Then finally I realised she was trying to make me feel small, like I make her feel when I queried her about overtaking her leave
Her reply sms is asking me to remember my place in the hierarchy. Frankly there is no hierarchy in my perception and I don't like authority cos I already have so much in me

Father, my ego stil there and I am still angry. Started reading the newspaper and in my aggravation, I suddenly flicked to the job advertisement page and immediately this advertisement jumped out at me, vacancy for Finance Director – Asia for a global software house….my industry.

Afternoon
I have checked out the website and it has completed acquisition in Oct 2007 and now a global company. Headquarter in Australia and 2nd main office in Europe.

Regional office in KL Sentral and office set up in 2007, with 10 years tax free status.

I also checked out its annual report n looks heavy financing interest. Financially cash flow is low due to loan for acquisition.
I was worried about funding n cashflow issue. Over in current company, I don't have to worry about cashflow, jus have to worry about Boss, admin and reporting deadline.

Aiyah, think don't have to worry now lah. Get the job first n increase my profile. Its time I go for regional role.

Father, suddenly a tot came. If Boss has not aggravated me, I would not even have flick at the Job Advertisement section at all. Alas, I was aggravated and I did and somehow the Finance Director - Asia advert was there.

Well, let's see. Just apply as this is an opportunity.

My ego telling me that this is what I said about d human resource position in KL sentral and also the position in Shanghai. Yea, but then I was running away and now I am not. Ego telling me not to be so positive.

Frankly, it is easier to stay in current company as I have achieved so much. I wonder if the laziness card is not only for spirituality but for career too.
Ego said why go n be difficult again n face challenge in new company
Aiyah, anyway, jus apply and if it is meant for my growth, I will get.
This job in current company got me my meditation. So, I won't ever have to worry.