My journey still continues

Deliberate Creation
Your work is the balancing of Energy between ur most often active vibrations (beliefs) and your desires (intent).
The only thing that could ever prevent u from the joyous abundance of all good things u desire is ur own vibrational offering that takes u in the opposite direction of those things.
Your life is now, ur emotions are now, the way u feel is now.
Direct ur tots to improve ur now movement - and the manifestations will take care of themselves.

Today no matter where I am going, no matter what I am doing, no matter whom I am doing it with .... Nothing is more important that I feel good.
Today, I will look for that which I am wanting to see.
I am the Creator of my own reality.
Right now, I will reach for the best-feeling thought that I have access to.
Thought by thought and feeling by feeling, I will focus the vibrations of my mind into alignment.
I will feel for the true vibrational essence of my Being, and I will guide my every tot into vibrational alignment, for that is the true meaning of a balancing of Energy.

Soul I m on the right track

When I say goodbye to Vijii, this time I didn't promise to come back cos not sure if the path is for me. To me, Sadhguru's way is a tool for me, that's all.
Ironically, I looked at Patanjali, I saw Sadhguru's face n tot of his arrogance/cheekiness of using his face. When I told d ladies, the old aunt said that I will see whose face I want to pray to. That’s was bit disconcerting, especially since I was thinking I may not want to follow Sadhguru. Anyway, will keep an open mind to it. Who knows how I feel when I went to the Sathsang.

Afternoon
Sadhguru said our desires are unlimited and we r trying to fulfill it wit our limited physical self. Unless we become non-physical or unlimited, we would never fulfill our unlimited Desires. He said Life is expansion and Desires is jus following Life.
At least I know that I can't stop Desires. At least I know that I was stuck n now focus on expansion instead of contraction.

For me, m doing the meditation so that I can align wit my Source. Once I aligned, the Universe is mine to rule. Wow, that’s sound so boastful :)

Deliberate Creation
When u r aligned wit ur Source, u will experience bliss.

Soul - after shoonya and shakti, am laughing much more. I recall during the first 3 shakti, I was crying uncontrollably, guess there was another door being broken and hence I can now laugh even more. Frankly, don't know why I laugh. I know I feel good, but don't know why. I wonder if the abv explain my experience. Suddenly tot of Sadhguru, I wonder abt d sathsang. Wonder how I wld feel in his presence. On Dhyanalinga, I didn't really like it cos its pulling me. But with Vijii, is jus lovingly enveloping me.

Deliberate Creation
When u r in vibrational alignment with ur Source, whatever u r focused on is receiving the focus of the Energy Stream that creates the world. The power of that alignment cannot be adequately expressed in words, but u can feel it. You feel it in ur joy, love, exuberance and passion.

Soul - hei, that's what I felt, joy, love and exuberance. The passion I only felt last week. I was thinking something wrong wit me, why I was feeling so passionate during meditation. I tot I lost it n was afraid. Looks like m on the right track.

Deliberate Creation
You are only powerless if u r not in alignment wit ur power, and only u possess the key to that alignment. No one can take that from u. It is yours to hold.
So ur work, ur only work (but it is ur steady work, for it is work that cannot be completed). Is a constant awareness of the vibrational relationship between ur focus in this moment and the focus of ur Inner Being in this moment.

You cannot activate something wanted and something unwanted at the same time. It is one or the other - and ur emotions are very clear about which way u r focused.

Soul - no wonder m stuck cos I focus on both.

Deliberate Creation
No matter how the emotion feels, good or bad, soft or strong, smile in recognised pride at ur awareness of the emotion and of its meaning to u. Acknowledge that it is a vibrational indicator pointing out to you your alignment to your Source and your desires.
No matter what the current emotion within you; feel glad for ur awareness of it and know that anytime, anyplace, and under any circumstances that you choose, u can choose thoughts to improve ur emotion, and therefore improve the vibrational relativity between you and You.

See urself as Energy. See ur Source as Energy. Be ever aware of the vibrational relationship of those Energies.

Make peace with where u are on every subject in your life, understanding that from there you can go anywhere u choose.

If u condemn ur current position, or feel guilty or blame about where u stand, ur future will offer little change at all.

But as you soften your discomfort and try to improve the way you feel just a little bit, ur vibration will begin to shift, the Law of Attraction will help the momentum to continue, and you can get to where u want to be in a very short period of time.

Be easy wit urself. Everyday, say to yourself, Nothing is more important than that I feel good. The better I feel, the more I am allowing all of the wonderful things of life to flow to me.
There is great love here for u.

Soul - I m slowly doing that. I m glad to able to feel my emotion n then exercise emotional control
I now start to feel love outside meditation. Amen.