New beginning - Expansion instead of Contraction

Yday meditation, I was crying, not sure why. Then it was followed by deep silence n towards d end laughter.

This morning, loads of laughter. This is d most laughter I ever experienced for mornin meditation and it ended at 6.59 am, one of the longest.
Before I start I tot of my advice to the gal who told me that she has no experiences but she has been diligently doing and I told her that my mornin meditation also d same but I discovered d trick is to be in Happy state before u start meditation n d experience will be more. I know that when I started, I try to be cheerful, but too sleepy to do so n so settle for a tot that yeah, I don't enjoy it but the mornin meditation help to fasten n fast track my desire of my rich loving and spiritual husband. So, I will proceed n even wit that tot it gives me loads of laughter.
So even if u cannot do the meditation Joyfully (in the evening), at least do it
Appreciatively (in the morning). As long u don't do it like a chore out of guilt n create resentment, any other approach is ok.

Yday, I took the opportunity to discuss on staff costs issue and drop in revenue. It went very well. I told CEO that I was feeling worried that I brought her bad news. She said not to worry as I am doing my job. Also she said it is a good meeting. She also concur with me on my Action Plan.

I recalled I dreaded the meeting for more than 2 weeks n so did the GM. It is only on Monday tat I had a reverse tot that the CEO will be able to achieve the revenue required. Then on Tue, since she wan the staff costs, I prompted the discussion wit her n she took it well.
So, all in all, it goes well n I know I can go on Shoonya wit ease.

Deliberate Intent
Creation by Default when we offer most of our vibrations in response to the reality that they are observing rather than in response to the reality that they prefer.

There is something so compelling about what has already materialised into ur experience. You call it reality; you call it fact; u call it evidence; you call it proof. You document it in writing and with pictures and u call it history.
In doing all of that, you OVERLOOK the absolutely TEMPORARY nature of whatever it is.

Soul – Same msg as my this week Osho – This too shall pass….amen

Deliberate Intent
You have allowed your "reality" to hold a more dominant place in ur perception of life than it deserves, and by your ardent attention to your current "reality", you slow your progress to the reception of even more "pleasing now" experiences.

NOW is mostly only the platform from which you move into what is NEXT. And LIFE is really about the MOVING into what is next.
We want u to recall the delicious nature of focusing upon the SENSATION of CREATING YOUR OWN REALITY rather than giving so much attention to the REALITY THAT YOU ARE CREATING. Can u feel the distinction?

Soul - when I tot of creation, I felt anticipation n a sense of wonder that I have so much power n felt delirious.
After creation, my state would depend whether I like or dislike the creation - results/outcome which is stagnant or ended, a completion

Deliberate Intent
Focus upon the SENSATION of MOVING to a better-feeling place rather than focusing upon the REALITY that seems to have concluded.

There are 2 Journeys that are running along concurrently in ur experience as u moves through your day;
1. The Action Journey - so called reality
2. The Emotional Journey - the emotion that u r choosing to feel

For a little while, set aside ur Action Journey and focus on ur Emotional Journey. Choose to the better-feeling emotion to feel irrespective of ur reality and then the vibrational point of attraction would begin to change. And in doing that the physical condition would begin to change.

You cannot continue to offer the same vibration that got you to where you are, and now get to someplace different. You have to do something different with your attention, with your focus, and with your vibration.

Soul - Madness is doing the same thing over and over again and expect different results.
I am hopeful d Company condition would change cos now I am offering hopeful Expansion instead of Contraction. The first sign was yday meeting with JC which was positive instead negative. Amen.

Example
Action journey - painful hips
Emotional journey - feeling

A. She has painful arthritic hips and feels fear, anger, worry, blame or despair
B. Sh e has painful arthritic hips and feels hope.

Soul - I am excited...on my journey on expansion mode. This 3 weeks, I have start to cook every Sunday...and i like it..i have started to be aware whenever my tot/judgement/wishes are on contraction mode..
I now have alternative positive tot to every negative tot...
I now have the power..

Like I tot about few weeks back when I finished reading Ask and it is given. My difficulty/challenges would be in being aware of my feeling from moment to moment..
As for taking charge to change the tot to create different feeling..that will be easy for me cos I am used to be in control of my feeling..

With isha meditation, I am more aware of my feeling...which is the 1st step...the 2nd step will be easy...Amen

I am looking forward to shoonya this weekend!

What a journey..since Guru pooja to now...

And Yasmin's blog..Just continue Digging..and let God's truth comes out on his own..really hits me. I now stop (at the moment :) asking what, how, when is my transformation coming..my role is just to dig...
Same advice from Sadhguru...when the mango tree is ready to bear fruit it will..but Yamsin's blog tells me even the fruit also i won't know...

Amen...