Thursday, August 27, 2009

Not sure if Sadhguru is the way for me....i just want to follow my own path

Today is my last day, lovely time wit Vijii and good time at guru pooja.
While I think Sadhguru is great and at times I revered n salute him and very grateful, but I stop short of praying which is what they do.

On the home school. They teaching children to sing guru pooja and to pray to him. That I don't think is right. Children shld jus be themselves. They shld gather their own will n not be subjected to another. I think Sadhguru forgot how he came about. He has total freedom as a child and that is why he now has total freedom as an adult. I believe to gather ur own will and if along the way is shift direction, that's is fine too cos whatever it is, with a strong will u can come back. Not exposing them to reality, give them a false will.

Let's look at the last Osho card.
Authenticity.
The real thing is not a path. The real thing is the authenticity of the seeker. You can travel on any path. Even if the path u take is easy. If u r sincere and authentic, u will reach the goal. And the opposite is also true; no matter what path u follow, if u r not authentic, u will not reach anywhere, even if u took the most hard path.

Soul. I already overcome my dilemma on volunteering and for now m ok that is not my path. The matter of vegeterian food is brought up. It is like this thing seems to be the basic requisite. I was in a small dilemma. Wasn't shaken up cos there is no way I give it up both for my pleasure and also my family.

The second thing is Sadghuru's path. I am thankful he tot me meditation n let me to be centred but m not keen to follow him. I am not keen on this path. What I see in Sadhguru, is the meditation tool, the opening and strengthening of Source Energy, the silencing of my shitty mind and the remembrance that my tots are not me. This is what I take from him. As the hatta and Samyama, am not keen.

Anyway, this reminded me jus b myself.

2 comments:

  1. I can see you are going through a disturbance and trying seek logical answers.
    Praying and loving is a quality ,something that is happening within ourself because our body and
    ming are focussed on one thing we feel so blissful.It does not matter what you love nor what you pray.In hindu culture we are supposed to pray and love the whole creation [world],as we see the creator in all creations.

    Lot of people live with a perverted mind and a distorted view of this world.
    and when it gotten fixed ,the quality of life you get is priceless.
    It is going to change their life for ever.

    Some people thank for a day ,for what they got,some others for 2 ,and if you are a genuine being you will thank daily .
    And still thanking is a quality.

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    1. Just saw this msg..that like a few years later. Yep, I was facing my own dilemma on volunteering back then..
      Now I have Sadhguru sannidhi..guess thats my resistance..At times we resist whats good for us. Amen

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