My validation mode and low emotional guidance resulting in me attracting Extreme contrast situations!

Yesterday, gathering with Isha meditators and since I now on expansion mode. I was more open to trying out different Indian food.

I tried the following:
1. Curry chicken vege
2. Tose wit onion
3. Tose with curry mashed potato
4. Fried something
5. Coffee.
6. Masala tea
7. Basmati mushroom rice

Meg's wife Primala said I am good cos I was open to trying all the food. I laughed n told her I m getting ready for India.

My path now is expansion and not contraction.
If I hadn't open up, I wouldn't have realised there are some good tasting food despite 1st tasting not familiar to me.

Deliberate intention
Most people r not aware that they are vibrationally attracting their own reality. And so, those people make little or no effort to deliberately focus tot.

While your Inner Being is in vibrational alignment to ur new desires, ur physical body is usually not yet a perfect vibration match, for ur desire was born from contrast, and so you still have a mix of vibrations within u relative to ur desire.

A good feeling emotion indicates vibrational alignment between the perspective of ur Inner Being and u. A bad feeling indicates a vibrational misalignment.

No desire, no matter what the subject, can manifest into ur experience as long as there is a vibrational difference between the desire and ur practiced vibration.
You have to practice urself into vibrational alignment with ur desires before they are realised.

Soul - Jus now during meditation, tot of revenue shortfall came to my mind, 1st tot was on CEO n her entourage. 2nd tot was that was contracting and I am now on expansion mode n I wish for new biz to come in instead. When I was driving, tot of my husband n felt the loving experience all the way.

Deliberate Intent
No other factors need to be considered in the achievement of anything that u want;
1. What others think?
2. What they have lived
3. What they are living
4. What u have lived in the past
5. What u r living right now
None of the above has any bearing whatsoever on your ability to achieve the object of ur desires. Only the vibrational relativity between ur desire and you is relevant.

Abraham - the joy of life is in the journey.

The contrast in which u are focused provides a wonderful basis for launching of ur unique desires, for whenever u r experiencing something that u do not want, u always understand more clearly what it is that u do want.

Soul - I attracted extreme boss, challenging work situation n even rships. Perhaps the Extreme Contrast was required due to my Lack of emotional guidance that is unable to generate New desires.

I have been lamenting that God makes me suffer, always give me the worst possible scenario and always expect me to accept and overcome it.

Actually, God wants the opposite. It was my validation mode that wans to overcome it. So my high validation mode on work coupled with my lack of emotional guidance and my inabilty to ask for new desires results in such Extreme contrast.

Hav I tot this before??? I recall suffering is blessing - is to make me aware that I m suffering n hence deserved better. To me suffering was a Barometer. If u don't suffer, u don't have the initiatives to seek something better. But I was working on contractive solution which is Hold back my validation so I can stop seeking new experience which may contain challenges - To Rest and Savour or another word - To Rut.

Eg Food - I have such discerning taste that even abv average can be scaled by me. For others, as long as food is ave, they can't evaluate or desire anything more.
But for other things, m totally can accept anything or perhaps can overcome anything.
Perhaps my discernment has been wrongly channelled just into Food n left no energy to discern my Life n hence don't know what I truly want. Jus know I don't want blw average, like the others perceptive on food. For others, as long as food is not bad, they can live with it. For me, in others things, I can live with it.
Deliberate Intent
If the vibration of what-is is the dominant vibration within u regarding ur work, ur rship, ur looks, ur wealth, ur security, then all the above cannot improve.
You must find a way of offering a vibration that matches that of ur desires and of ur Source if u r to allow yourself to receive the benefit of ur own request.