Present is all there IS

Today woke up n the tot + Present is all there is. Tot of the Resource plan n its difficulty n then 2nd tot since Present is all there is. For now is 5.40 am, I need only to focus on my meditation.

My Transformation card which I picked yday.
1. Recent events
Blessing in disguise.
All the so called negative feeling from anger to hopelessness r the very situation in which life has to integrate n grow. Accept them as they r blessing in disguise. Don't run. Don't interpret it and suddenly u see that everything is beautiful.

Soul - this is the summation when I finally realised again but deeper that all the challenges/extreme Contrast was for me to ask for what I desire so that I can expand.
So, this Resource planning, I can only do my part. The outcome I need not be concerned.

2. Outer influences that u r aware.
Worry
Worry n suffering are created either by what u wanted to do in the past but could not do, or by what u want to do in the future and don't know whether u will be able to do or not.
There is no suffering in present. That is why present does not disturb the mind. Anxiety abt past or future disturbs the mind.
The moment u rest, the moment u relax, u know that existence is already going, moving, reaching towards higher peak. You need not have separate ambitions.
Once u relaxed, ur eyes will be full of wonder; ur heart will be full of awe.
You can't fail. In the very nature of things it is impossible to fail, becos there is no question of success at all.

Soul - Just relax.

3. The seed of transformation that is now preparing to take root in u
Awareness comes thru sensitivity
To get to the inner eyes, these outer eyes will have to be thrown away n that is the price to pay.
Soul – will be aware of my feeling n to bring it back to the present relaxation.

4. Direction of growth
Conscience - Conscience is man-made but consciousness is not.
You need the eyes of consciousness to see the immaterial (heart) - invaluable.

5. Inner understanding to work on.
Mastery of Moods.
Remain open, remain choiceless. They will be moments that u will be miserable. Accept it n know that it will also pass away, jus like the good times. Remain at ease.
Joy n sadness = Day n night. Accept them as duality of nature
Slowly get more centred into the Watcher.
Do not cling to any moment becos it is beautiful and do not push away any moment becos it is miserable. Stop doing that.
The only way to go beyond is to find a place where u can watch all these changing phenomena without getting identified.
This too will pass

Soul - now realised d msg is not to read Krishna. But to know whatever moments or situation I faced will pass.

1. Be aware
2. Be in the present - then have less worry of past or future
3. Be choiceless - good or bad. Stop pushing bad away and stop holding on to good times
4. Truth - circumstances is Not me. They like day n night.
Soul - this is talking abt appreciating contrast.
This is so apt. I was worried but I think now I knew abt Present - less turmoil.