Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Ego comes knocking

Jan 23
Today a call frm V on a new job. For a tiny moment, waver but I told her m aiming for partial retirement. She then asked abt my pay, which is d same, so no point shifting for me.

This wld be the 3rd call for potential job opportunities. Why come, when I decided to pursue non-financial passion. Why come now?

V said all the incoming calls is to tell me that I am not meant to retire yet.

Well, tot about, perhaps its just my ego calling. I will stick to my plan. In the end, whatever it is, i still have RA to contend with.


When I was swimming, can feel d sensation of water n float n breathe.
Enjoy it. Now I jus focus on swim wit awareness n not focus on completing the laps.

When I swim wit awareness, follow my breathing, find myself less strenous.

When I was doing silent, little laughter, jus silence.

This past few days, little laughter n jus silence in meditation. Am i losing my connection.

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