Jan 18 Evenin
Father, today I didn't meet the deadline that I committed. Previously I wld ensure that its met. I will push my staff and myself to meet our commitment especially since we already asked for 1 day extension. It wld be a no no. Today, I looked at the time n know I will hav to stay back till 8.30pm to complete n I was reluctant n beside Regional also left office. I ask extension again n this time didn't even give justification.
As I was driving back, an insight came to me; a healthy nobody or a crippled somebody and I choose a healthy nobody and I cried n cried cos I lost myself. Me who is always somebody and now have to be a nobody.
Cripplin someone who is always rushing to be somebody is a perfect lesson.
I jus wan to be healthy and happy.
Will re-look at my Top 5 Passion again.
Today my card Nine of spade. When I read it, I tot what cld it be. Little did I realise that its me ending my ambition to be somebody. Little did I realise I jus wan to be happy and healthy.
Sadhguru's msg
All has become stillness. As everything that is moving and unmoving is me.
Today, didn't watch tv cos brother wan to watch. M surprised. While I am disappointed but m fine.
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