Actively making myself unnecessary

May 11 aft

As I was updating my blog for mid April, I saw this:
Tiny buddha
We Have the Power to Choose
By Anonymous

Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it’s always your choice.” ~Wayne Dyer

“I can choose what affects me.”

Soul
These days whenever tots of Y and Z comes in, I immediately changed my tots to remind myself that "Abundance of love & money" is mine to have. I know that mind goes back into past, into negative tots as it believes in poverty consciousness. I am determined to turn this around. While I don't have the abundance yet but I know abundance is out there. It is there waiting for me.

For now, I just grow into myself. Finding and strengthening my values; Perhaps that's why I attract strong Spades and strong Clubs; Spades is on values and Clubs into fixing their mind and following their plans.

Now updating my Apr 24 blog and saw this:
Rebellesociety
Love isn’t created by doing; rather it is accessed, tapped into and unleashed, when we meet a kindred soul. Perhaps it’s tricky in romantic love, but I know it to be true when I think about those whom I love most in the world. I appreciate what they do for me, but my love isn’t a result of their actions.
My love swells out of the beauty of their being, in the delight I feel in their presence.
So I’ve embarked upon a new endeavor: I’m actively making myself unnecessary.
I’m unwinding the cords that I wove around others to make me indispensable in their lives.
I’m learning to walk away from people that are always needing, and letting go of my addiction to being needed.
I’m opening up to those who want to grab a cup of tea to talk about life. Those who invite me to dinner, or to see a play, or to watch a band they think we might both like.

Soul
Thats my path now.
My email incoming box no longer have emails but I am fine. Less mail to delete.
Two days ago they had a meeting and I was not invited..so I can reject.
Thats okay too.
Its been awhile since I met them all but I have also been busy.
Busy with the expansion in my work and connecting with old friends again and spending time on catching up with my blog.

No more wanting to be needed..I just want to be wanted for being me.
I am enough.
Amen