Byron Katie - Sadness is a mini tantrum

May 7
I didn't see wrong but her time has past. This role needs energy and she now at 43, passed the slogging time. I be kind to her and let go.

A tot came when I was lighting the shrine.
There is an abundance of love and money in the world I just need to let it flow to me.
Today practices was good. Angarmadharna was great. Can see improvement in lying down postures. Also improved in child sitting posture, laughing loads.
Breathing was lovely in arashidharna
Shakti was okay..as tots of L keeps on coming.
Shambavi was great...towards the end, I finally look up automatically and sat for a long while in arashidharna.
Today I also cried in practices.

Father, I know now of my poverty consciousness in love and money. No wonder I can't do mantra. Slowly realising I now need to go back to Law of Attraction and Byron Katie.

Byron Katie video on worst thing that can happen - whole family died

Positive tots.
It is the right moment for them to leave.
Everything is in order. Nothing out of order. And it is all for you without exception. And if u can't see it, u are going to suffer.

When something 'bad' happen like divorce or can't walk. At first suffering and anger. Many years down the road will be acceptance and for some gratefulness. Why don't we narrow down the years? Why don't we go towards acceptance? If u understand it is a friendly universe and everything is for u. When we are busy with suffering we don't give much attention to gratitude.

If I don't accept it I will suffer. Sadness is a mini tantrum

Soul
As I was watching the video, a tot occured to me that the separation of Z and Y is meant to be, everything is in order.
It took me a long while to be grateful fo the absence of Z and now the period with Y is just a shortwhile.
I am no longer sad...
Everything as it is meant to be for me.
Suddenly I realised the Universe is friendly to me...