Moon in Taurus - learning to accept my needs and be open to them being fulfilled

May 9 eve
Today also couldn't speak to L. Guess have to postpone to next week.
Today concall with our regional office and she was her usual blur self 
Call the other guy that I didn't recruit as I think he couldn't fit in, too rough. He got a job now with cooking oil company. So I was right. Just have to trust the abundance. And I always get good staff.
Actually I m looking for to revamp my team.

The old me would have wanted to push it so I can get it out. The new me just go with the flow. I am surprised at myself.

Now updating blog and read this.
Venus in Leo
There a tendency to censor urself by expressing a type of spontaneity u feel will be approved of. If u indulge in the fear that others may hold back their love, ignore u or judge u harshly, u experience a lack of social ease.
Inadvertently, u might manipulate  others by moderating ur expressiveness in order to gain recognition. Social isolation and powerlessness ensue when u interpret others' reactions as a personal reflection.

Soul
No one commented on the sharing I did on the body pain and its associated cause.
The old me would have reacted.
The new me can see the Ego saying something..but I no longer let the tots define me.
Even the lack of response from M on the email. The old me would have reacted. The new me said will gave her till next Monday and then do a finale.

Moon in Taurus
Due to past lives of physical sensitivity and indulgence, u have strong physical desires for sensuality, touching and physical contact in this incarnation.
Once again, u are learning to accept the natural healthiness of ur needs and be open to having them fulfilled by others.
Here, as in finances, u are learning to focus less on ur needs and to be more aware of the enrichment that the universe is offering u through other people.

Moon in Taurus
Ur lesson is to learn to trust the universe and be open to the flow of money coming in and out of ur life. U can do this by not focusing so intensely on ur financial restriction and by simply being open to the universe blessing u with prosperity!
The idea is to focus ur creative mind less on financial worry and more on visualising the universe pouring money on u and ur joyful appreciation. In this way u can open urself at last to the abundance u seek.

Soul
Now updating blog and saw this..yes love and money..thats my Queen of Diamonds woes.
Now my affirmation - Abundance of love and money is mine to have.
And I can tune it to it.
I don't have it now but at least i know it is now out there.
Also I now realised thats why I hold on, I hold on due to lack.