Blast through the lonely feeling..it is not real

May 13 aft

Love yourself http://www.valeriegangas.com/
Be the love you want; be the person you want to meet; be solid.
There is no point getting involved with another human when we need them to complete us. That is a recipe for emptiness, confusion & disaster. We are already complete; we just have to open our mind and soul to see it. It’s right there, inside of all of us. The key is that you have to experience it for yourself, not just read about it. You have to walk the walk, and there will be days that it’s going to hurt like hell.
Sometimes it takes losing your mind in order to find your soul; but, there is a major upside to all of this. We attract exactly who we are to ourselves. With that equation how can we lose? When you come together with another self-actualized person, the energy fueling that type of relationship is indescribable. It’s pure magic and much different than anything you may have experienced prior to your metamorphosis.
“Where there is great love, there are always miracles.”
~Willa Cather
Blast through that lonely feeling; it’s not real. We are never alone.
I am reminded of the solid advice my wise Irish grandpa once gave me, “Marriage is the biggest gamble you will ever take, but give it a shot, at least once.” This coming from a man that married a woman he never stopped loving, even after she passed away 30 years before him.
I know it won’t always be easy, but anything that is truly amazing never is. I can say to Gramps with confidence now, “You were right.”
This is a no limit game. My chips are on the table and I’m holding a made hand.
I’m all in.

Soul
Updating my blog in late April and got this;

Got this from Facebook.
Amma
The success of one's life depends upon one's ability to forget what is not relevant at the present moment.

Soul
Great reminder..
Tots of Z and Y is not relevant..can be forgotten.
I have nearly forgotten Z and now time for Y to be forgotten too.

Pluto in 4th house
      If you are inwardly insecure, you will feel threatened at the very center of your ego's foundation. You psychologically circle the wagons and defend yourself against the onslaught from the unknown. 
One defensive measure is to raise your level of attachment to those  things which give your ego definition and security--family, tradition, home and homeland.  The more your subconscious tries to shake these foundations away from you, the more you cling to them.  Obsession, compulsion, mania, or at least an unreasonable preoccupation with these Fourth House matters is the result.

Soul
No wonder I am bit shaken by the half drop out in my team.
My foundation at work is being shaken.
I wonder whether I am able to go back to the past comfort. Wonder if I can retain my 3 days works; wonder whether our team will go back to the past glory that i have achieved.
Wonder who will be joining me next.
Already lost Y, then lost the local Isha and now may loss the comfort of my work environment.
Looks like I got to work hard for next couple of months.

Pluto in 4th house
When crisis results in transformation, you may find your outlook toward family and tradition profoundly altered.  After a peak crisis, you may feel that your whole essence has been fundamentally changed and that your sense of personal security is no longer dependent upon external nurturing but is rooted in your own sense of Truth.

Soul
I remind myself of my luck in having good work environment.
So far all that goes is not conducive to the growth of team; so maybe blessing in disguise.