Second in command ready to go too

May 12 eve
Finally had the chat with L. Looks like she too had the same idea. She said she is over qualified for the job and at her age she too not willing to slog out for those reports. She has served her time and besides she is entitled to a better pay.  She also agrees to serve notice.

Just finished my evening practices. After guru pooja, suddenly wanted to just fold my leg and wrap my arms around myself. Then I cried loads. After a while feels like chanting Jai Bhairavi. I prayed to Linga. Guess all the pressure coming up. At least now I can release them.

 The second eclipse, April 28, which occurred just days before May dawned, was a softer, somewhat easier eclipse for Cancer, but I say that not knowing your entire chart. On the world stage, near April 28, we saw that not everyone had a good week, but then again, I did not see any prominent Cancers among those who suffered. That second eclipse lit your eleventh house of friendship, so you may have seen a friend move away, get married, or have another major change in lifestyle.

Eclipses, even new moon eclipses like the one April 28, open a new path, often ask for a sacrifice, or will "eclipse out" someone or something that is prominent in your life.

Soul
It was definitely unexpected that I had to let go of L. Major change in my work environment.

Also Y is gone. Yes, we can't be friends like before. Be sensible. In time I too will forget him like I forget about Z.

No wonder Clinging to the Past.