Need to release my second in command

May 6 eve

Did my evening practices, with guru pooja and breathing. Not even breathing, I was zone out. At first couldn't go into Shoonya, minutes later I went in deep. 

Had some tots of L during the initial stage of practices.  I knew she not suitable and its my kindness holding me back. Well, at least be upfront. Don't want to hide. Don't want to be like boss and A. With my staff K and S, I was quite frontal. With Ka it took me awhile but finally I exploded.
For L, it is already brewing and today I can feel it most. My tot is just to give her 3 months. I plan to hold back the increment and to give her 3 months later.
Guess I was wrong in assessment. I recalled I did ask her if she can roll up her sleeve to do the cleaning up and she said yes and infact gave example of the clean up she did previously but she didn't. What she lacked was energy. So I was right.
L has now become a burden instead of support. With the ex staff, she at least handled her own things. So W too hands on and didn't ask her staff to do and L too hands off and everything delegated. So her staff feel she is a burden rather than helper.
Also I discover she is slow to pick up. So all in all low energy. Also now looking at the things on hand, no point hiring Senior as we need a worker rather than head. We need someone hands on and diligent.