Keeping to my present job to preserve my sadhana

Mar 12 eve 1

Now watching The voice on television. Feeling good. Looking at how the coaches inspires the singers.

I m happy and contented. I love my own time and space. Money is not the key for me. I can live as now the purchase of Condo won't increase  my monthly financial commitment.

Yes, financial security has always been the key in all my decisions. It's my Ruling Ace of Diamonds.

Ace:
You are a leader, an initiator and a person with strong passions for those traits represented by your suit. You can be a loner, are often inpatient and have a pioneering spirit.

Soul
Thats my Ruling..my karmic past..
But I m now already a Queen, need not find new path.
Today evening meditation was deep. One of the deepest I ever experience. Knocked out in Shoonya. Then in breathing. Just going into deep silence and darkness

From facebook
If you are doing something you love...
The society may not pay you..., you may remain poor..but I will tell you, that risk, being poor is worth taking because inner riches will be flowing towards you. You may die poor as far as outside world is concerned, but u will die an emperor as far as ur inner being is concerned and ultimately only that is of value..


Soul
 Read this. Yes. I may not be rich. But I m so fulfilled.
My sadhana is the most important. Others are peripheral. The reason I wanted the condo is to create a proper sadhana cum shrine room. To be on high ground. Amen.
I now recalled I was unhappy cos no time for sadhana back then.