Believe you are meant to have all your desires

This mornin woke up at 5 am, feel quite alert. Then I look at watch and sleep back. Before I start meditation, I remember to feel appreciation, of cos, couldn't really manage to get the feeling. But d meditation has more experience than norm. So, will test this theory out again.

Ask and it is given
It seem obvious that the perfect creative situation is to really, really want something that you truly believe is possible. And when that combination of desire and belief is present within you, things will quickly and easily unfold in your experience.

If u want something that u do not believe is possible, when u hold a desire for something u do not expect - although a strong desire can override a weaker belief - it does not unfold easily, for u r not allowing it into your current experience.

Soul - I finally started to believe that I can and will attract loving people and circumstances. I guess it was to open d unconscious door of me thinking no one loves me. Me, always having to face mounting challenges, with no support from anyone. Me, always have to lead n take charge, taking d brunt of everything, facing bosses from hell.

The only saving grace is despite inviting unloving circumstances and people, I believe I am able to conquer and expect to overcome and hence I always did. I also know m likeable, is d loved and loving, I have an issue.

Now, need to address the source or the creation itself. Don't have to continue this karmic pattern and from NOW onwards, attract only loving people and loving circumstances.

Ask and it is given
Unfortunately many people think that the uncomfortable feeling of wanting something they do not expect to experience is what the feeling of desire is;
Pure desire - fresh, eager, feeling of expectancy that they knew when they were younger. It always feel delicious.
Pure desire represent the vibration that are stretched out before u into ur unseen future, preparing the way for the Law of Attraction to match things on your behalf.
The value of recognising your emotion and then consciously working to offer thoughts in order to deliberately produce better feeling emotions is truly what Deliberate Creation is. It is also what the Art of Allowing is all about.

Soul - well, I am now taking first step, to be aware of my feeling, now that my feeling is being expressed. I can and will work on my tots, handling it. My difficulty was in allowing the feeling to be released and expressed and recognised and not in handling emotion, unlike others.
The meditation has open up my door of emotion and only now the Will can take charge in handling it. Previously the Will handles it by closure and suppression and now is to shape it and move it gradually to a better-feeling vibration.
I have always counsel n make people feel good and hence is time for me to counsel myself.
Amen.

Generally I do attract loving people, except when it thread on their fear. Then they become unloving.
I think m quite lovable
However on circumstances, is always d max unloving.

I guess deep inside my belief that I am not loved, brought about the unloving circumstances.
Another tot came, is becos I keep on attracting unloving circumstances that led me to search and seek enlightenment. I tot since I cannot help in attracting such circumstances, at least I can be not affected/impacted by being strong n in conscious control of myself. So, I think not just the belief of being unloved but it cld be my karmic experience.
Cos now everything unfold. I think there is a bigger pix in all these.

Perhaps thie karmic belief of not being loved led me to search that we r loved, hence my journey.

Yea, I want everyone to know that we r loved and the Source is within.
So, without these unloving circumstances, I wouldn't have the need to take this inner journey.
Perhaps I don't have to judge why I have the feeling of being unloved, don't have to blame other, blame myself or self-pity
Jus see that the feeling of not being loved as the seed to enable my transformation. Amen.

Father, m on real fast track. These 1.5 mths with guru pooja has been amazing.

Yday during meditation, I said I wasn't ready. And then later I changed my mind, I told the Masters that I will go where they take me.
In another 2 weeks, is my birthdate. I am so excited for next year journey. This year has been amazing and I am glad to be alive and well and to have meditative experience.
Everything is the way You have guided me. Loads of times I was lost, but I kept my faith and continue to follow. Alas, I m nearly there.
A feeling of love came over me n my eyes start to tear. I wish everyone can experience this. We r meant to be loved by ourself.

Osho - Abundance - If u r a woman, the King of Rainbow brings the support of ur own male energies into ur life, a union with the soul mate within.

Soul - 2 days back, I cannot identify with this and now I can.

Coincidentally today is Nine Spade card. A death card. A snake shedding its skin, arrive at a new and better place each time we do so. Clear away all the unwanted and useless debris in our life and put us back on a new course where we are much more enlivened and satisfied.