Ask and it is given

A few years ago, I was given the 3 cds on “Way of the Heart”, is a form of channeling. I wasn’t able to connect with it and I pass it to my good friend, who is able to appreciate and connects with it.

Anyway, suddenly last Sunday thought of trying the cd while I was doing my epileptical exercise and besides now I have a cd player in my room and so can listen to it comfortably instead of using my notebook. Amazingly, now I suddenly can connect and it is similar to what Ask and it is given’s concept.

Way of the Heart
I have created all my experiences. I am not a victim. I can then create again the experiences I truly want.

Soul
So amazing, I am so blessed and loved. Father has given me Isha for meditation and giving me Esther n Jerry Hicks for changing my intellect perception and finally followed up with the cd Way of Hear + all three combined will enable me to transmute all my darkness into love. Amen

What I wan in my job
I love myself; therefore I work at a job that I truly enjoy doing, one that uses my creative talents and abilities, working with and for people that I love and that love me, and earning a good income and have a balanced life style.

What I want in my home. For the first time, I want a home of my own. To do what I want. This weekend, since there was no space and there were too many activities, I couldn't do my yoga for 3 days. I tot of having a home with a meditation space. A space I can just read and meditate. I am thinking of buying a small place, abt 800 sq ft. I would prefer the place to be near mom. So, I can have dinner and adjourn back. Tot of 3 location - the one in Bdr Tun Razak, the one near our House, the one near Sis's place. Something below 150k and I wil spend some money to decorate. The current house sell to Jin. I don't mind walk up - but preferable got lifts lah.

Father, I am excited. Things are coming into place and I trust You will bring me what I desire. For the first time, I am clear of my life.

Ask and it is given
Feeling good equals allowing the connection to the Source Energy; Feeling bad equals resisting.
By paying attention to the way you feel, you can fulfill your reason for being here and you can continue your intended expansions in the joyful way that you intended.
By understanding your emotional connection to who you really are, you will come to understand not what is happening in your own world and why, but you will also understand every other living Being with whom you interact.

Soul - Father, d meditation that makes me more emotional is the first step. I needed d meditation to enable me to feel the connection with my Source. I have knowledge of Law of Attraction but unable to apply without feeling. I only had the logic to argue against insane perception at times.

Evening
Was thinking of my boss's threat this morning and I suddenly had a dejavu. Yea, that's how my ex-boss threaten me, albeit in a more cordial/diplomatic manner.

Yeah, I attracted the bitches bosses to me. When it happened with my former boss, I react with arrogance, with 2nd former boss, I react with victim, with current boss, I see it calmly.

I am surprised at myself and I also felt bit embarrassed, the old me won't stand for this.
Yea, I attracted the bitches and now I choose to create again. I want to see and experience a kind and understanding boss cos I deserved kindness. I love myself.

A big circle and now m back. I used to be arrogant and now I am confident.
It is like my journey of sadness, a big circle and I am back.
Thanks.

Sadhguru
Guru - means death of the limited.
Why are you uncomfortable but at the same time you want to be there is because you know He is death and on another level He is liberation.

Whatever it is, illness or calamity that happens around you - you can either use it to liberate yourself or you can use it to entangle yourself.
It is important to face everything with a stable and balanced mind. Avoiding is not the solution.
If you avoid it, you get entangled.

Father, yea, m slowly dissolving my personality and suddenly Shoonya - death meditation ; I am ready.