Freedom expressed in meditation

Yesterday meditation, during guru pooja, I cried with thankfulness as suddenly I knew I was d baby.
Thinking back of d dream, is as if the baby, ie. Me, is delivered from deliverance. Also during legs flexing, suddenly top body n head also bend n I feel d sensation at the tip of my spine. Feel so good. Another new step.
I also noticed whenever I sit, my body tend to straighten on its own.
Also towards d end, suddenly I was humming from within me. It just came. This is different frm those early days whereby I wanted to sing because m happy.
This humming of tune is from within. It jus came. Amazing. Thank U



My osho card for the week.
1. Issue - ripeness. The fruit is ripe and recognise its ripeness and drop.
When this card appears, it indicates u r ready to share ur inner riches.
Soul - tot abt d dream, I was delivered from harm. Tot abt colleague, me offering my juices. Checked to d rship card, I am his pluto life and pluto spiritual card, he chosen me to help him transform himself.
2. Internal - Healing. U carry ur wound. With the ego, ur whole body is wounded. No one is interested in wounding u. But becos u r so ready to be wounded, so ready, jus waiting on the brink of anythin n hence u r hurt.
Be aware of ur wound. Don't help it to grow, let it be healed; and it will be healed only when u move to the roots.
The less the head, the more the wound will heal. Live a headless life. Move as a total being, and accept things.
(Soul - tot of d wounded old woman who died to save herself for being rapes/demeanded and also save the baby.)

It is time when the deeply buried wounds of the past are coming to the surface, ready and available to be healed. (Soul - true my hidden fear that I am unloved has surfaced.

When we are under the healing influence of the King of Water, we are no longer hiding from ourselves or others. In this attitude of openness and acceptance, we can be healed, and help others also to be healthy and whole.

Soul - me, opening up and sharing with my colleague, something unplanned. I hope my sharing will helped him to make d right choice, whatever it may be.


3 External - Possibilities.
Don't be content easily. Those who remain content easily remain small. This smallness is ur own imposition upon ur freedom, upon ur unlimited possibilities, upon ur unlimited potentials.
U hav grown more loving towards urself, more self-contained, u can work easily with others. But because u r in tune wit ur own nature, u understand that existence is providing u with exactly what u need!
Enjoy and Celebrate!

Soul - At first, I said that can't meant me cos I am always exploring n seeking. But then a moment later, I hope not askin me to be teacher, that's scary.
But on d other hand, I just feel the Universe is ready for me to explore and shaped. Especially I m now reading n practising “Ask and it is given”.

4. What is needed for reso _ Beyond Illusion
As far as day-to-day activities are concerned, it can be taken as reality. Only in the ultimate sense, from the peak of ur illumination, does it becomes unreal, illusory.
Thru the rising of the inner sun, meditation is born.
The card reminds us not to look outside for what is real, but to look within. When we focus on externals, we too often caught up in judgements - that is good, this is bad.
These judgements keep us trapped in our illusions, our sleepiness, our old habits and patterns.
Drop ur opinionated mind and move inside. There u can relax into ur own deepest truth, where the difference between dreams and reality is already known.

5. Resolution - Celebration
Life is a moment to celebrate, to enjoy. Make it fun, a celebration and then u will enter the temple.
Your cleverness is ur disease.
Don't be too wise. A little foolishness and a little wisdom is good and the right combination makes u a buddha.

True celebration arises from a joy that is first experienced deep within and spills over into an overflow of song, and dance and laughter and yes, even tears of gratitidue
Soul _ yeap that is exactly what I experienced yesterday during meditation.