When u r aware, mind drops

Dec 21

Father, suria was ok. Shakti and Shambavi is fine. I come to realise that the mind likes to create drama. I had earlier accepted the big shelf in bathroom. And now that the contractor has agreed to reduce it further, I should be even feel better and yet it dwells on it. Anyway, I just don't let myself got hooked. Then tots went into Z, but mostly positive.

Father, I know dinner not ok but I am managing. At least I am eating less of my normal intake.

Father, let me be open on FM. Like Datuk said, she is a blessing to me. I know if she wants to, she can do the job. She has Eight of Diamond Destiny card and King of Spades Ruling card.


Dec 21 Eve
Sadhguru
When ur mind is silent, ur intelligence explodes!

Soul
What a powerful statement. This is the key mission to get people to meditate.
Have put it in twitter and my BB profile for Z. I also changed my name to JoyOng, that's me.

Father, these last few months of volunteer meeting has now come to fruits. Alas, we have a Newsletter being released and Facebook launched. The team is also getting closer.

Father, why am I resistant or rather judgemental when people use statement such as, "when u r in this spiritual path, u r at next level, or u should know better".

My judgement is that it is arrogant to use such statement and it put people off. To me, I am not on spiritual path..I am just opening all doors, finding my True Self and be my True Self.
Yea, the one that says not in the path..is actually on the path.

Just saw my bathroom in progress and I like it. I know it is going to look great. Now just hope for the best on the rain shower. Like P said, worst case, just invest in a water pump since I had such joyful experience in using rain shower. Their advice to me is to ENJOY, same advice as Z, PA and others.

Sadhguru
When everything becomes petty in ur life, u r turning spiritual. The so-called big things in ur life become petty when spirituality arises. Here, it is only awareness which can induce such maturity.

When u have the awareness to see through various activities of life, the various compulsions of life, the various longings of life, when u see them as simply an endless rigmarole which does not lead u to anything in particular, the spirituality arise.

Soul
On Z, I love him but somehow I don't crave for him. I will contact him when I want to but I am not as attached to his response. To me when I care, I show.
With no response from him on my calls and messages and mails, previously I would have climbed the wall, would have mentally scolded him, would have judged myself for being stupid, would have feel unlovable, would have suffered and would have contacted him to scold him....all the above didn't happen. Instead I just continue to love him. This is a NEW ME. I have done all that I can and all I can do now is wait. Just love him and wait.

Sadhguru's msg is similar to this week msg on Aloneness and Turning in.

Issue
Turning in.
When going stops, journeying disappears; when desiring is no more clouding ur mind, u r in.

External influence
When there is no "significant other" in our lives, we can either be lonely or enjoy the freedom that solitude brings.
Be a light unto urself. Ultimately, each of us must develop within ourselves the capacity to make our way through the darkness without any companions or guide.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Awareness.
Once u start dropping tots, the dust that u have collected in the past, the flame arises - clean, clear, alive, young.
Ur whole life becomes a flame, and a flame without any smoke. That is what awareness is.
Let urself settle and remember that deep inside, u r just a witness, eternally silent, aware and unchanged.

5. Resolution
Patience
In silence and waiting, something inside u goes on growing - ur authentic being. And one day it jumps and becomes a flame and ur whole personality is shattered, u r a new woman. And this woman knows what ceremony is, this new woman knows life's eternal juices.

Now is a time when all that is required is to be simply alert, patient, waiting.

Sadhguru
Either u go through life and realise it on deathbed or u realise it as u begin ur life or as u r in the middle of ur life and still have time on ur hands.

If we rise a little above and look at them, suddenly all become such petty things, and we wonder "Why the hell are we in this?"